Stuck between reality and things that seem so real. It's normal not to expect sweet talk or compliments from him. It's normal when he doesn't reply much to you. And then you get thrown totally off balance when he says things out of the ordinary. Skype chatter: "we should invite more girls into this game. This game has too little girls" Him:"nah, u guys need girls, I have Bobo" 5 people on skype simultaneously "awwwwww so sweet!" Me- speechless "did some alien take over his body?" After the shock wears off, I'm wearing a sappy grin on my face. -May Bo-

♥ 2:20 PM

Funny friends I have. One side says "I'm worried about u, u haven't been going out on dates as much". The other side says "why u always got so many dates?". FYI I'm not despo it's just hard to say no. And tsk wth why ppl go count who I go out and when. Tbh I don't like dates. They annoy me. I don't feel comfortable with dates.

And really, dude if u are halfway around the world, I don't come to u, u come to me. I don't give up things for anyone. Who cares if I'm demanding. Get used to it. Weird people freaking me out. Saying things like "I'm gonna find a job in Singapore".

Ok I'm tired of guys in general. They make me feel so damn tired. Why so possessive? I'm not a freaking object. I don't belong to anyone and so i dont answer to anyone. I like my freedom tyvm. i don't get how people feel "lost" without a bf. I feel damn free without any attachments when I don't have to answer to anyone.

I don't need a bf, I just like the attention. So sue me.

-May Bo-

♥ 2:39 PM

Haven't blogged cus I'm too lazy haha. Anyway I must blog bout this cus it made me happy. :p

So as u guys know, i play mmos and I'm on skype with the people there usually. So the guys were discussing bout which girl from the game has a nice voice. Apparently I won the votes for "beautiful voice" while some other girls got "cute" and "kitten". Dun ask me wtf is kitten I have no idea either. Nice to know that at least I have a nice attribute beyond looks lol lol. Yaya I hear the gags. Lol.

I really should go into the telemarketing sector hahahhaa. Or the phone sex industry. Damn. I'll be rich just by my voice alone.

-May Bo-

♥ 5:02 PM

so anyway, long time no blog.. Miss me? lol

Today started off with a wonderful BANG. Today is my law exam. Yesterday night, Varsha texted me and asked "can u come to sch tmr at 9?" when my exam was at 10am. So obviously I know she's gonna ask me questions on what the exam is about etc. SO, I pretend I'm asleep and didnt reply her. This morn, woke up early, reached clementi at 9am and sat in starbucks sipping my Mocha grande til 9.30am while she was smsing me "DUDE WHERE ARE U?". DAMN that felt SO GOOD. Almost orgasmic. It was around 9.45 when I reached school. Then she started bombing me with questions about the study material.
"so u know this this term?"
"dunno, I nvr really study."
"why u nvr reply my sms?"
"I was sleeping."
Then days before that she ask me " eh why ur grades so much better than mine?" OF COURSE IT'S BETTER U IDIOT. Lame. Thick skin. I always attend lectures AND I do my work properly. Not like some idiot who gives me her card to tap in and then she skips class. HA!! Then when I was walking out of class after I finish my exam, I heard a "psst, maybo!" I pretend I never hear and walk out. Awesomest feeling EVER. Obviously she wants me to wait for her to finish. WAIT FOR U FOR WHAT. U also never wait for me last time. *flips hair*

So I texted sumin about all that happened. She replied "eh dude, remind me never to piss u off". *flips hair again*

On to other stuff.. Andrew asked me attend his graduation.. Like huh? I dun wan go.. so awkward.

I wanna go Greece!!! It's like the country I really really wanna visit now. Mostly cus of the people I meet online, Greece seems to be a fun place to go.. When I save up enough money, I WILL GO. If I ever save up enoguh.. Dunno if this interest will stay though, I get bored really easily, but currently I really really wanna go.

-May Bo-

♥ 3:41 PM

Hawt Caucasian guys with bands ftw. I'm practically drooling over my friend's pictures and his songs. :p hmm. Singaporean guys are kinda sad I guess. I'm racist. So? Good that they have a thing for Asian chicks too. Hmmm. I'm all for migrating somewhere. Maybe chile or Greece. Teehee. Just a short rant after drooling over pics someone sent me haha. I'm not a silent stalker anymore. I'm a registered stalker cus they send me pics willingly. How awesome am I? Call me shifu of all stalkers.

♥ 4:46 PM

Hawt guys with guitar and drums ftw yea!! Too bad they aren't in Singapore. Bleh. Singaporean guys are just so sad. Sorry but I'm racist. I have a thing for Caucasians. Hmm.

♥ 4:38 PM

I hate it when guys call a girl "babe", or "honey". Yo dude, we have names? Each one of us are unique not "babes".

Money makes the world go round. That's probably why I'm not spinning round like an idiot. Cus I'm broke. :)

I probably have to go visit the dentist for my tooth and doctor for my cough. Bloody cough keeps coming back Wtf is wrong with my throat?! I don't smoke that's for sure.. Smokers should just dig a hole and smoke inside the hole. Like an ostrich. I've told people around me before. The day u smoke is the day I disown u. Don't stink up my presence tyvm.

-MayBo-

♥ 2:38 PM

This morn I woke up. Decided to be kpo. Didn't get me anywhere but down bad memories. Moral of story: being kpo is bad.

Have a test and a dinner today. Hmm.

-May Bo-

♥ 11:45 AM

Toothache.. Bleh. Stupid wisdom tooth.

Sometimes ppl misunderstand some stuff. This blog is private cus I trust my friends with the stuff I say here.. Probably me over-reacting but it's another thing altogether when the things I say here get leaked out onto social networking sites. Guess I took this blog for granted. Sorry but I really need to get this off my mind.

Anyway, when Sumin and I go to Taiwan, if ever, ivan might tag along. Finally someone who appreciates the same type of food as me. Pfft. He's a dancer, not a very good one but he loves what he does. Cute in a way la.. Somehow the guys I meet are never that good looking but they are nice people. Nice in a non-asshole way. Bad boys are attractive but they are annoying after a while.

-May Bo-

♥ 11:18 AM

Hmm updating u guys with my life. I'm kinda busy these days with tuition and school and gaming haha.

Been going out with a couple of guys for dinner and stuff. I don't think I'm the type to settle down with one guy unless I really really like him. Yaya I'm a player. Whatever. Think whatever u want. I like the attention I get but I don't like the maintenance of a relationship. U know? Like all the texting and jealousy and the oh shit I'm going on a date and I got nothing to wear. I'll feel truly comfortable maybe if he is my best friend but I kinda doubt so. Even in game(within one game) I've been "married" with like.. I dunno 6 or more guys already. Oops?

Did I say I'm going to Cebu with Sumin during dec? Yeappp. Haiz too sleepy today. Didn't have enough sleep.

I hate being lied to. Forget about asking for my forgiveness. U won't get it. Ever.

Time heals all? What bullshit is that.. Time only hides the scars, it never heals.

Sorry but I'll be that "interesting" girl who's never "interested".

-May Bo-

♥ 11:32 AM