May Bo♥

School's tmr, not looking forward to it.

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Looking at other ppl's blogs somehow makes stuff seems worse.
Listening to someone talk about the secrets of another makes it all worthwhile again.
Because I know stuff that U'll nvr know.
Even if u try, u'll never get it. :)

-May Bo-
The first, and the last~

♥ 10:58 PM

Saturday, August 29, 2009

haha so long nvr blog le..

Sometimes the best kind of friends aren't the ones u see everyday~

1. Just met up with Jehanne, Jody and Wanwan for a mini farewell to yanyan for her trip to China for 6weeks. Went to JP cuz shun bian visit jo's new hse. Her hse at nite DAMN romantic hahaha. Bought keychain macarons and the edible ones. So cute and colourful. Wanwan bought a jiggy puzzle and wanted us to do tgt but no time bah.. Sorry! I also wanted to do de haha.

The times we've spent together, I'll always treasure~

2. Jo's hse SO NICE. Got everything. Shopping centre downstairs for ur everyday and last min needs, bus interchange plus MRT to go anywhr. Facilities like Swimming pool (HUGE), jacuzzi, sauna, gym, ktv rooms, pool rooms etc. I told her, "eh ur hse my 2nd home k?"

There's no need for words between friends, hugs have a world of meaning between friends~

3. Today, went Jo's hse again for "gym". Haha her bro and kg came too. In e end she cycle abit she cmi le haha. So she went to swim wif kg and clifton while I stone at e chair looking after their stuff haha. Cuz I didn't have any swimming stuff.. Clifton so funny haha, he was telling us bout his sch and stuff on e bus, make me and jo laugh til cheeks ache.

Friends do not need to be told that u're friends. Cuz we're a family~

4. For more pics, pls visit wanwan's FB haha. Got my zilian and unglam pics plus my sexy butt.. =x LOL

-May Bo-

♥ 8:15 PM

hell yeah

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

TMR! Last day of work! woots. PAYDAYYYYYY. KACHING KACHING.
Today ah poon uber cute..
Me and Jesy: *spraying sanitiser on cloths*
Ah poon: EHEH!! CAREFUL THE FOOD AH!! (cuz she preparing bread etc, no space so she put everywhr.) got kena anot? huh????
me and jesy: o.o er.. no la dun have
me: HAHA sanitised bread..
Jesy: ya.. At least the bread is clean! =x
ah poon : u 2 ah! notty! careful e food k!!

Haha Jesy so nice to his gf. he's waiting for her to finish her sch in phi, den he buy her ticket to sg for holiday with him.. Cute si le.

-May Bo-

♥ 6:34 PM

Kaching. $.$

Sunday, August 23, 2009

I'm so waiting for wed, when it's my last day of work. My payday, woots. Anyone wanna pei me go out??? Shopping etc? hmm?

So tired le lor, wan work to end soon.. Everytime.. Must wait for that idiot girl who's always late with an attitude prob. Only Jesy can stand her. Stupid nice boy. Nice boys gets whacked by May Bo when they disturb a very tired Dr Chim.

Jesy: She's (choon huay, that irritating, whiny girl) not coming! Den u have to work night shift! *smirks*
Me: *stares* shuddup.
Jesy: see the weather so nice! I bet she sleep til she forgot there's work!
Me: srsly, SHUDDUP. I wanna go home...!!!
Jesy: :D
Me: eh, dat one my bag of cookies, dun touch!
Jesy: *touches and holds cookie bag, smirks*
Me: *WHACKS HARD* tsk.

NVR DISTURB a very tired Dr Chim who's pissed cuz some idiot's late for her shift. like 1 hr late. -.-

-May Bo-

♥ 7:36 PM

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Hmm a little emo sometimes is good for a narcissistic bitch like me bah haha.

Sometimes really want someone to be there for me. Like a support for me.. Dat someone who is e one and only, not just a "so that I'll get e feeling of having a bf" kind of bf.
Sumin: u lyked the guy that was once the ryan u knew. After awhile it just got tiring cuz of e stupid stuffs etc.
yups. If u ask me. I really dun wanna talk bout this but I reallllly need to get stuff out of my mind by pieceing e random thoughts tgt lol.

3. When I'm emoing like now, I really want someone to talk to properly lol.. ya well, guess a blog's just as good.

Ok emo moment over. I so do not need guys. Idiots. Just that some of dem spices up my life lol. Cute little shits who amuse e hell out of me.

Sometimes u don't notice e good guys around u and just had to fall for e asshole out of so many of them. But u noe that cuz it's an asshole, it'll end. :)

有时候，灿烂耀眼的火花也会熄灭，变成火炭。真的好希望有一个能够让平凡的木柴燃烧的伙伴出现。

-May Bo-

♥ 9:46 PM

Work @ Subway

Friday, August 21, 2009

Today had Jesy working with me for afternoon shift. Den one of e nite shift ppl suddenly cannot come, so he had to subst her. Therefore, he's working frm 12pm to 10.30pm. Good luck. LOL.

Come to work looking damn tired cuz slept late plus drank plus damn bro so early morn blast music.. -.- So, stupid Jesy said I got hangover. I don't have one since I wasn't drunk.

He introduced me to this drink called Zombie. It's near 100% alcohol, and has other stuff mixed in so u wouldn't die of alcoholic poisoning and it looks green I think.
Jesy: When I drank it, the 1st 10secs I was alright. Then after 10secs, the room started spinning.. Quite fun, cuz I don't get drunk so easily.Got kick!
Me: -.- wad kick.. wth.. so scary, just one shot and e world spun?
Jesy: ya, haha, or maybe it was me spinning around. HAHHAHA
Me: TSK.

Anyway poor little boy has NO LIFE in singapore cuz he has no friends to go out with. He said Sporeans are quite unfriendly and cold, so, hard to make friends lol. So on his leave days, he just stones at home.
Jesy: That's why I looking forward to army! den I'll have things to do!
Me: U noe.. ppl dread going to the army..
Jesy: I think army life is better den now..

Jesy: usually, in e phi, I dun need to look for friends cuz ppl usually talk to me first. I'm shy.
Me: shy, my ass.
Jesy: *ignores my comment* den here! so hard to make friends cuz have to talk to ppl!

Lol, just made me realise, I dun wanna migrate overseas and leave my comfort zone. Poor little boy. JY la huh, I'm sure u'll make loads of armyboy friends. LOL

-May Bo-

♥ 7:15 PM

Some stuff I thought about today

1. Some guys only know how to complain about how they don't understand the female species; others just try their best to understand and accept without complaining. The latter ones, those are the ones worth keeping.

2. Because most guys think that females are hard to understand; that's why we girls usually get the scumbags who don't wanna try to understand.

3. Those guys who understand girls, they're usually gay. Get over it.

4. Some scumbags are not as scummy cuz they have other cute points. lol.

-May Bo-

♥ 6:52 PM

As promised.. Pics.

After, at home:

Looking pretty sulky, damn tired..:

Brian's Martini

My Strawberry Sparkling Wine:

Brian's Blue Hawaiian:

My Sakura:

Sumin's Sex on the Beach:

Me, Before the drinks, still looking pretty fresh and not so tired lol:

My fav pic:

-May Bo-

♥ 6:29 PM

Went drinking today

I'll upload e pics tmr, now too lazy. Some points that kinda amazed me lol.. All about Brian.

1. At 1st thot he was an asshole for making us climb e bloody "stairway to heaven" so long pls, but on e way lol, he encouraged us to keep on climbing, haha wth.

2. I was wearing heels for e heck of it, so while walking back dwn, he told me to hold e railing cuz e stairs (after rain) might be slippery.

3. He actually told us to watch our steps for a few times cuz it was dark.

4. He actually offered to carry me/sumin dwn e stairs LOL. but he said we wouldn't take his offer so it's ok. So I told him, " if u do, U won't be Brian,U'd be pizza Brian."

5. Cute little boy whom I thought'd be quite "insensitive" forgive me. LOL.

6. Glad to have u guys as my friends, cuz u guys always made my day even after work when I felt so damn bloody tired. :) Thank you.

7. Alcohol's GOOOOOOOOOOOD. I wanna get drunk though, nvr tried it before. damn.

8. Oh sorry, didn't tell u all whr we went. We went Mt Sophia, Timbre. Nice food and drinks, great live band, fantastic company. :)

9. Little details like those, makes a guy a gentleman; not the ones who only rmb to hold the doors for u just cuz ppl say holding doors makes u a gentleman.

-May Bo-

♥ 12:23 AM

-.- Bloody admin ppl.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

I swear e admin ppl in SIM are effed up. Messed up all my class lists. Whn I'm supposed to be in this class, my name nt dere. Den whn I'm supposed to be in dis class, they put me in another class.. Effed up.

Anyway, going back to teach idiots at Subway later on. I get paid anyway, so is ok. Today got khim khim pei me at subby also. Yay. -.- MAke me blood boil later agn.

Ya well, my ego has been inflating these few days.. I took like alot of zilian pics, den suddenly got random ppl whom I dun really noe, liking my pics on fb lol. Seriously, I love myself. LOL. I'm just fat. LOL, so is ok, whn I slim down, I'll be BEYOND chio. lol omg, my frens are gonna whack me for saying dat lol.

Apparently he's (u noe..? dat asshole.) been following my blog. Funny how he nvr bothered to read it last time, nw suddenly he's readin it. Ya well, talked wif him last nite bout random stuff. I'm ok lol. I dun feel anything. Funny how he "changed" or he claimed so, (how I know? I also nvr witness it) only after this shit happened not during, whn we were "together". Honestly? I couldnt care less le la, cuz I dun need to noe dat he changed cuz it's not for me, but for himself. AND I told him this, "Learn to love urself before u can love another" since apparently his confession to e girl failed.

Just like a multi-faceted(hw spell) diamond, I'm just as dazzling, but I can cut u down to the core if ur not careful of me. Just like a diamond, I'm pretty when polished and treated nicely, but I'm pretty damn ugly in my original form. I give the most beautiful rewards to the people who have polished and shaped me, but I get ugly whn u don't. Never cross me. :) But just like a jewel, I have no feelings, I forgive easily, but wad u did, i'll always remember and I don't forget, cuz u have tarnished me. I'm a bitch. Deal with it. I'm a good friend, the best of them, if I like u enough.

-May Bo-

♥ 7:03 PM

UP!

Monday, August 17, 2009

Watched Up with Sumin today. Before dat, went to pei her for her lit lect. So damn boring, I wanna die. Up's a nice show! Watch it if u can!

Hello all, a little advertising for ShiWan! See the necklace I'm wearing? She made it for me for my birthday some years ago! Pretty right? Visit her new blogshop for pretty accessories at amazing prices and even more amazing quality !

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Edit: I just killed a fucking HUGE cockroach that flew around my room. Omg I was damn grosses out la!! GROSS!!!!!! EWWWWWWWWWWWW. T.T

-May Bo-

♥ 11:04 PM

HAHA omg I love Xiaxue

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Hello all! Pls read her latest post on xiaxue.blogspot.com

So true, so funny. If someone makes stats on the following question, I'm sure it'll turn out the way she described it to be lol.
How many % of forgiven cheating scumbags cheat again? 99%
Anyway, I believe in those stats even if it wasn't proven.
LOL. It just means, once a cheater, always a cheater.

Put this in Dr Vindictive Bitchy Chim's Point of view:
- Good luck to asshole's future gf. :) oh wait, will he even have one that will stay on?
- If only I was bitchy enough but I'm not, so I shall just blog bout it to entertain u guys, my darlings.
I would tell e girl he now likes: "Hello! I'm his ex gf. he left me for u, so touching right? Him being able to do smth so drastic, just for u! :) but hor, juz a friendly warning k! A scumbag will ALWAYS remain a scumbag. I wish u all the best! We can be best friends after u leave him. :)"

-May Bo-

♥ 6:17 PM

LOL! F*** the "glow of love"

Today.. damn funny..

Male customer *ordered blah and blah* den started asking me stuff
A: are u "temping" here?
Me: huh wad temping?? OH! temp.. ya haha..
A: oh, cuz ur too bright(as in cheerful i think) to be wasted on such a place
Me: haha u wanna hire me?
A: haha no la, i'm not boss, can't hire ppl.. u how old?
me: 18, going 19 :)
A: oh.. U know huh, my son! 15 years old already, still not interested in girls!
Me: haha ok.. he'll be interested when he gets a little older, dun worry. so, u noe if e person wans e bread toasted wif cheese? (cuz somebody on e phone was smsing him bout e bread and stuff)
A: aiya, u wait huh I call him. When I was his age, I already had a gf! He does'nt even want to look at girls now! I'm afraid he'll turn gay..
*starts dialling and passes me the phone* my son..
Me: er.. hello, u wan ur bread toasted wif cheese?
son: ya.
A: haha my son very shy, dun dare talk to girls.. U interested in him?
Me: errrrrr
A: HAHAHAHA jk only la, dun look so panicked.

Female cust whom I havent seen in a LONG time, regular cust.
B: Hi dear! how are u? long time no see!
Me: haha I'm fine.. Wad bout u?
B: I'm fine too! wah, u look prettier den last time !
Me: haha thank you! u want more toppings is it? =x
B: no la, dun need more toppings haha. Is it got boyrfriend already? U're like glowing leh..
Me: no la no bf.. maybe cuz u nvr see me too long den miss me haha..
B: haha!

I swear, there's no such thing as the "glow of love" in my dict now. LOL it's the fucking glow of falling OUT of love. LOL. Nice. U guys just made my day, PLUS increased the size of my already very big ego. LOL

Note: copied from someone in FB- "Sometimes, whn things dont work out between 2 ppl; it ain't because they dont love each other anymore, but that they have forgotten what brought them together in e first place "
Nice quote, I like it. :)

-May Bo-

♥ 5:57 PM

Ppl who avoid me online are cowards or idiots or both.

-May Bo-

♥ 12:41 AM

虽然只是察肩而过。。。

Saturday, August 15, 2009

虽然我们只是察肩而过
虽然给我的泪水与海一样
相比的，
给我的快乐相似雪花那么短暂
虽短暂，但希望你知道，
你给我的快乐，
在我的记忆中，
仍然是最美丽的。
因为雪花虽短暂但也是纯洁、美丽的。
不是舍不得，
而是已经把你一切的一切，
通通放下了。

虽然我们只是察肩而过
但你让我明白，
让我了解我想要拥有的爱情与幸福。
谢谢你。

写了这首美丽的诗，
我还是想说：
“希望你现在没有我时的痛苦，心酸，心疼，想念，后悔， 相似我以前所经历过的！"
但我现在可以大声地欢呼，我没了你，是快乐的！

-美宝-
也因为我是美丽的宝宝！哈哈~

♥ 9:40 PM

Short convo with my new best friend LOL:

Me: would u leave ur gf for a girl u just knew?
Jesy: no, no guy would do that unless he's an idiot or in love
Me: he's not just stupid, just an asshole thru and thru
Jesy: haha, stupid idiot dumbass asshole, whore,bastard, bitch they're all the same.
Me: HAHAHAHA omg ur my new best friend. LOL

-May Bo-

♥ 7:25 PM

Kellie Pickler- Best Days of your Life

'Cus I'll be there, in the back of your mind
From the day we met 'til you were making me cry
And it's just too bad, you've already had the best days
The best days of your life
Ain't it a shame?
A shame that everytime you hear my name
Brought up in a casual conversation
You can't think ...straight
And ain't it sad?
You can forget about what we had
Take a look at her and do you like what you see?
Or do you wish it was me

CHORUS:
'Cus I'll be there, in the back of your mind
From the day we met to the very last night
And it's just too bad, you've already had the best days
The best days of your life
And does she know?
Know about the times you used to hold me
Wrapped me in your arms and how you told me
I'm the... the only one
I heard about
Yeah, someone told me once, when you were out
She went a little crazy ran her mouth about me
Ain't jealousy funny?

CHORUS
'Cus I'll be there, in the back of your mind
From the day we met to the very last night
And it's just too bad, you've already had the best days
The best days of you life...with me was a fairytale love
I was head-over-heals 'til you threw away "us"
And it's just too bad you've, already had the best days
The best days of your life
I heard you're gonna get married
Have a nice little family
Live out my dreams with someone new
But, I've been told that a cheater
Is always a cheater
I've got my pride, and she's got you...

CHORUS
'Cus I'll be there, in the back of your mind
From the day we met 'til you were making me cry
And it's just too bad, you've already had the best days
The best days of your life...Of your life
Oh, oh, yeah
You're gonna think of me
You're gonna think of me in your liiiiiiiiiiiife
Oh, oh, yeah
It's a shame, it's a shame...It's a shame

I reeeeeeeeeeeally LURVE this song now. LOL.

-May Bo-

♥ 6:10 PM

Feel like spam blogging today

Friday, August 14, 2009

Love Jay Chou!!

不能說的秘密

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐(oh~~)
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变你错过的时间
你用你的指尖阻止我说再见
想象你在身边
在完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

说好的幸福呢

你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心
一一细数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了
泪干了
放手了
后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

Dun get me wrong, I'm over that thing le. IT's not fit to be referred to as someone. Just fell in love with Jay Chou all over again! Feel like going for Singapore Idol or smth LOL.

-May Bo-

♥ 7:26 PM

post 2 for today

Lol u guys quite sadistic leh, only when I got drama, den u all read my blog until e number jump jump.

Forgot to complain bout David today. he tio complain letter, so whn he came in for work today, he nt shuang. So he decided to pick on me. His reason: I dun cut my bread correctly. If I cut it right, it shud lie flat on e cutting board, but since mine cant lie flat, I cut it wrongly, so i muz learn to cut correctly. I MEAN WTF LA, customer eat e bread will see hw e bread flat or nt de meh? lame shit. So many customers waiting behind somemore, he can ask me slowly cut.

Den e ham/turkey I didnt fold properly into half, maybe like a 3/4 folding, he say " meat muz fold 1/2, den polace 45 degrees to e bread. LOL wth? Next time I go subway eat, I'll make a complain say e person serving me nvr put my ham 45 degrees, fold it properly and nvr make my bread flat. Nice.

-May Bo-

♥ 7:08 PM

Lol.

1. work's fun when u have someone to smack.

2. ah poon (an old but super cute lady working at subway): "eh he getting naughtier ah!" me:" ya lor, must smack den he wont so nottie"

3. Too bad he's a heavy smoker.

4. LOL his job after army: nursing. I almost spitted out my drink whn he said dat.

5. Would be nice to have him as a close friend haha.

6. Damn asshole upped his own FFS value to 12mil plus, me no money buy and down him. :( ya well, I shall not be childish anymore haha.

7. Feeling much happier actually.

Stupid convo while being bored:
Jesy: your nails so long.. Mine only has 3 fingers with long nails..
Me: o.O u need long nails for wad, ur a guy
Jesy: Thumb for peeling cheese, index finger for peeling ham.
Me: den wads that last finger for?
Jesy: Dig nose.

Me: I hope it doesnt rain when I'm about to go home..
Jesy: Now raining already
Me: Just light drizzle.. ok de la..
Jesy: It will rain when ur about to go home.
Me: dun curse me zzz I need to walk very far to my bus stop k..
Jesy: *grins* den it'll be raining SUPER HEAVILY.
Me: stoppit
Jesy: I like to curse ppl
Me: *whacks*

-May Bo-

♥ 6:31 PM

I am childish.

Hi guys! Please support me in Friends for sale, a Facebook application! Because I'm a bitch, and because I'm childish， this is wad I did.

1. Bought asshole for 1.3m
2. Kept clicking "put asshole on sale" til he's only worth 400k
3. Wanted to click til 0, but I lazy.
4. Den I dropped asshole like a hot potato by clicking release.
5. So his value is now just 200k!
6. Pls support me by buying me on FFS or buying and "sale-ing" asshole til he dies. Thank you for supporting me

-May Bo-

♥ 12:50 AM

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

went out wif sumin after work. damn tired. After going out wif her, I realised I want somebody whom I can talk to; just like how I talk to her, nothing needed to rephrase, nth fake, nth hidden. Want that someone who whom I can 依靠, 依赖 on.. wads e diff btw e 2? o.o

Dun get me wrong, I'm not despo now, juz lonely. But if I think of it along e optimistic lines, hey when I was with him, I also lonely wad, just got e notion of a bf but juz an almost invisible one.

Anyways ok la, had some fun wif Sumin, but keep thinking of wad happened, guess it's natural. Cross ur heart and hope that I'll forget easily, juz like wad I did prev for bad stuff dat happened lol.

-May Bo-

♥ 10:40 PM

Note

Just to remind myself hw much of an asshole I used to knew, I shall keep these blog posts and also his email and FB.

-May Bo-

♥ 10:06 AM

lol, frm nw on I can refer to him as asshole le. Anyway, he read my blog ytd. LOL. nice.he said my words can really pierce, oh wait, u feel that it pierces? wow. U can feel. nice. I do sarcasm REALLY well. Oh wait wad is it that I feel now that I just woke up? That feeling is called disgust.
Disgust that he can actually look at another girl while still wif me, seriously like sister like brother, I'm glad I dunno e family well. Disgust that he nvr cherished me. Disgust that he said I'm too nice and that he's got nth to complain bout me, maybe dats why I become boring. huh. Disgust that I even likeD him last time.

Ya well, now that it's over, just feel quite free actually, lonliness is a consequence but I believe not all guys are assholes. Therefore, hello darlings, Dr Chim is free for dating. lol.

-May Bo-

♥ 9:51 AM

my thoughts.

1. It didnt even feel like a proper relationship to me.. Gf/ nt gf, no diff. cuz he nvr had time for me, he nvr even asked me out properly for heaven's sake.

2. I felt pissed that he dare choose some other girl over me (conceitedness talking), den sad cuz it ended, den felt dat ok wad, I'm free le.

3. I knew it was over whn I felt dat another guy's cute. But I didn't want to give up cuz it's lonely..

4. I love my frens, cuz after complaining to dem and listening to their thots, I feel so much better.

5. Ok la, after I calmed down I still can talk to him, just shows how much i really dun care le tired til it's over le, has it happened to u guys b4? I'm not trying to comfort myself here, neither am I in self-denial lol, juz accepting e facts as they are.

6. Because I am conceited: I know that hs nxt gf prob wont be able to stand him as long as I did.

7. Feels disturbed dat e girl he likes is chio and thin and has a nice name. BUT because I'm conceited, I'm chio and have a nice name, but not thin, Therefore I shall do my best to slim dwn. Show u wad u missed out, asshole.

8. I want a guy who can coddle and love me, not e other way round like I did for him. It just made me damn tired. everyday, his complains, emoness, shit that happened etcetc. I wan a guy who's optimistic like me!

9. Sorry is FOC (by Jody lol), so are words. U can say them but u may not mean them or not be able to do wad u just said.

10. Relationships shud nvr start online, cuz whn it does, u realise dat wad u do online and irl lags behind one another. U may say u love each other etc online but whn u meet, u dun even hold hands. How ironic.

幸福只是一种幻想，想得到却碰不到。但是，我还是想要追求只属于我的幸福。因为你不是唯一一个能够让我幸福快乐的。当你说喜欢上另一个女人时，你已证明了，你从来都没爱过我。爱一句话，好容易说出口，但如果不是真心话，我宁可不要听到那句话。在爱情里自私的我，仍然希望你能和你的未来女友快乐，比以前的我们快乐。祝你幸福。

-美宝-

♥ 12:27 AM

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

we broke up. Or rather, he broke up with me cuz of another girl.

-May Bo-
Nothing gained, nothing lost~

♥ 11:26 PM

smth I came up wif jus cuz I felt like writing chinese lol.

Monday, August 10, 2009

累了

想放弃了，你知道吗？

已经不是第一次了。

需要我时，我都陪着你，

需要你时，你却不在。

你所累积的借口像似天上的星星

多而数不清

就像星星的影子永远浮现在海面上

你的借口就浮现在我眼泪里，

是我流泪的原因。

想念你，却知道你不在乎我。

泪水已干了，

伤心从心儿而露出。

我的付出，

你知道吗？感觉得到吗？

想感受一下没有你的世界。

我会比现在的我快乐吗？

-美宝-
给你的爱已经开始暗淡了~

♥ 9:50 PM

心如刀割,借口, 累了

Feel like piercing my ear le.. Prev piercing was for forgetting wad happened in sec 2. This piercing will be for me to keep and for me to know. Might do it when i really feel like it lol.

Anyways, emo stuff agn, dun read on if ur sian of me complaining.

1. Have to equally divide time btw frens and gf. Joke. Here's how u divide ur "time". 60% family, 39% friends, less den 1% me.

2. 累了. Tired of always being the one who keeps trying. Nvr did see ur efforts to make me happy or feel loved or feel that I have a bf for that matter.

3. 听了你的借口, 我真的累了. Take alot of ur time/energy to reply my msg? one msg cost u Million dollars? It will kill u to tell me u cant sms or smth? Oh wait, excuses.

4. 我的心痛你能感受得到吗? oh wait, u dun even know how I feel cuz u not free.

-May Bo-

♥ 9:16 PM

-.-

Sunday, August 09, 2009

I have since changed my FB status to "in a relationship" due to those idiots who keep pestering me for my number or msn add.

-May Bo-
Why should I care so much when it seems that you dont~

♥ 12:31 AM

weird..

Saturday, August 08, 2009

ever since I changed my display pic.. weird ppl have come saying hi to me..
3 guys, all suddenly said hi or added me on fb den i went, huh, who u?

1. after saying hi, gave me his number, "hope to hear from u soon! :)" freaked me out

2. asked for my msnand den asked me for my number

3. said hi and told me I'm pretty.

Shallow shits. Just cuz my profile pic shows how pretty I am doesn't mean I'm pretty. And for e record, I'm attached, not very happily attached but still attached.

-May Bo-

♥ 3:53 PM

Because I'm a camwhore

Friday, August 07, 2009

Nicest shot here lol.

Act cute.

I look like a retard.

I'm stoning.

Retard take 2.

Taken while sumin was in e changing room at River Island LOL.

-May Bo-

♥ 11:07 PM

Because I'm a stalker..

Yes yes my very shuai zhu at some wedding of his cousins'. He's proposing to a mirror.. According to him, he's "preparing for e future" -.-. Anyway I uploaded e pics cuz I like e roses. LOL. SHHH dun tell him i stalked and copied e pics!!! DUN TELL!!! Or I'll be killed. T.T

-May Bo-

♥ 10:44 PM

Weird misconceptions..

My bro thinks I'm:
1. shy ard strangers. hello, who's not shy ard strangers and I do ok le lol I make friends easily and I talk too much lol. I am NOT SHY. Just because my whole family speaks canto and I dont so I keep quiet doesn't mean I'm shy. tsk.

2. Miser. I'm not a miser if I have e money k.. I buy stuff for my friends if I see smth that really fits them. Once I spend, no stopping me de.. U think I wanna be poor de meh..

3. and he thinks I'm not understanding. LOL u dunno me k.. I am just that I dun express how I feel. And I like to put things in e blunt way and hurt ppl sometimes, AND I noe I've hurt them, juz hard to say sorry.. And I READ PPL'S MINDS. I noe wad they're thinking most of e times. An excerpt from ryan and sumin:
Usually they go: omg/wth how u noe wad I'm thinking/wanna say?!
Me: I read minds *winks* er ok u cant see my eyes, but u get e pt.
Who says I'm not understanding.. bloody hell.

Speaking of how i noe wad they are thinking, smth made me damn pissed, happened ard a month ago but I still haven't received proper recompensation.
Zhu: I just did smth today..
me: wad
zhu: i dun wan tell, later spoil ur mood..
me: o.O u went and smoked?
zhu: o.o how u noe? ya, juz a puff but after that no more le cuz I didn't like e taste
me: if u din like it why did u even try it.
zhu: stressed, den fren wanted me to try a smoke to destress
me: bullshit. and rmb u promised me nt to smoke agn?
zhu: .. *silence*
me: i dun feel like talking to u le. bye. *ended phone call*
me: *smsed* i'm not angry but disappointed, hope u noe the difference and noe which one is more serious, anger or disappointment.
Den after dat as usual, emo ryan etcetc. Sorries dun really make up for wad u did.
After that I told him: U can forget abt making any more promises to me. In fact, I dun wanna hear them anymore. cuz they juz make me happy at 1st that u promised den in e end I'm disappointed cuz u nvr keep those promises.

I am FIERCE woohoo. Dun cross me.

-May Bo-

♥ 12:28 AM

Zodiac Quizzes from FB

Thursday, August 06, 2009

Love Zodiac Profile- Aries
If you are Aries:You are very romantic. You do not hold back your feelings and are very expressive in love and romance. You are very charming and amiable. In any social gathering, the opposite sex is attracted towards you. The opposite sex likes you because of your good looks and sociable nature. Since you attract so much attention from the opposite sex, your steady partner may feel jealous and possessive about you. But you are faithful to your partner. You are a very spontaneous lover. Your partner loves your little ideas of love and romance. You are a dynamic lover and wear the pants in your relationships.

Your kissing style:You are a fantastic kisser. Your kisses are unforgettable.

To attract you, the opposite sex must be:passionate, very active, not very sensitive, effervescent, etc.

You are more compatible with - Sagittarius, Leo, AquariusYou are less compatible with - Cancer, Gemini, Pisces, Virgo

Sagittarius
If you are Sagittarius:You are truly romantic. You are very trustworthy. You tend to get sentimental and feel very bad if someone breaks your trust. You enjoy a great rapport with the opposite sex. Acting mushy comes naturally to you. You are very active and adventurous in your romantic quests. Commitment is a feared word for you. You take time to commit. You do not get too possessive. You love fun and excitement in your relationships. You love to flirt with the opposite sex. You like your independence and want space in your relationships.
Your kissing style:You are an impulsive kisser. Your deeply passionate kisses are remembered forever.

To attract you, the opposite sex must be:encouraging, adventurous, stylish, witty, romantic, etc.

You are more compatible with - Gemini, Aries, Leo, Aquarius

You are less compatible with -Cancer, Taurus, Virgo, Capricorn

Linky: http://apps.facebook.com/lovezodiacprofile/

-May Bo-

♥ 10:45 PM

bleagh

I have my crazy, bimbo, happy, quiet, emo moments. I'm currently in the emo moment part.

(yes ok stop reading from here if u dun wanna go "zz sian, HIM again.."

Even though we've just passes our 1st year anni, somehow, I'm feeling a little tired of all this shit.

- lack of attention (yes I'm an attention whore much. I'm a selfish bitch kthnxbye)
To elaborate on that:
1. It doesn't take much to reply my smses
2. Neither does it take much to tell me occasionally those words I wanna hear
3. Doesnt take much to keep ur promisesSs. ( esp the one that involves smoking.)
4. When I didn't say anything to ur sorries, pls note that it is NOT OK. On that note, when I say it's ok, doesn't mean it really IS ok.
5. Doesnt take much to try and care a little and try to make it up to me.

I honestly can't say wad I like bout you anymore lol. Give me a reason not to think of leaving.

Vivian:" Sometimes your friends tell u to just break up, but words are just words, it's hard to let go."

-May Bo-
Sometimes love just doesn't seem to be enough~

♥ 1:54 AM

Trying on LOVELY shoes at river Island. Sexy but expensive :( ~

According to Vivian, "We're at Bali!!", u believe? lol~

She wanted a screwed up face, so I gave it to her. lol.

White teeth!

Again!

Posing at Bali wif coconut trees for background.

Haha, all taken at Vivo with Vivian, both vees. Camwhoring! haha.

-May Bo-

♥ 12:46 AM

Marche with Vivian

Tuesday, August 04, 2009

Matching nails and dessert, cool eh?

Ate at Vivo's Marche with Vivian after Maths exam to "destress" and "make ourselves happier" according to her lol. Yup, really destressed. The food was NICE. If u guys ever go to marche, try their Salmon rosti and Bailey's Cream dessert. Although it looks very little, we got full just sharing haha. 38 bucks for 1 salad, main, apple pie and bailey's cream haha. Not bad le quite cheap.. More photos to come!

-May Bo-

♥ 11:36 PM

Aug 2

Sunday, August 02, 2009

Hellos hellos! I really have alot of stalkers on my blog.. suddenly jump to 605 views..

1. Me and zhu's anni today!!! Omg luh, so fast 1 yr.. Like blink eye nia..

2. speaking of eye.. The one at ndp very BIG lol.. jo and wanwan and jyan went! Couldn't go cuz 'm studying :( sobbies. RED IS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD

-May Bo-

♥ 12:40 AM