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rely on me.
i'm your soul.

Me.

May Bo
13th Dec 1990
20. w.t.f.
AHPS, GESPS, NTSS, JJC, University of Buffalo @ SIM

loves.

The colour RED
Bitchin'
Family + friends


wants.

-Burberry bag/wallet
-Lots & Lots of lurvely shoes
-Burberry PERFUME
-Juicy Couture Charms Bracelet
-Blinged nails
-A pouch
- ABOVE ALL I WANT MONEY!! lol
- Material needs aside, I want that someone.


hearts talking.


alternative exits.

|Jody|
|Huiying and Cindy|
|Shi Wan|
|Su Min and May bo|
|Jehanne|
|Vanessa|
|Tian Shun|
|Cindy Goh|

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wads there to say..work lor..
Tuesday, March 31, 2009

1. Lynette, lea and pei ling cameby subway today to take cookies from me -.-. Lucky jo not here lol, if not she cfm damn pissed. Kim said my friends very irritating haha.
Oh Vanessa dropped by with her darling juz now also. Her nails are black O.O lol.

2. I hate acjc ppl. They eat like so damn messy. Dunno how eat de. Den spit in cup somemore. Spit le, cup spill, dunno hw clean up after themselves. Damn gross. Fucked up AC ppl. One whole bunch of ppl come in eat finish, dunno hw to clear trays, eat until whole place so dirty. Chairs, tables all so dirty. Bleagh. I HATE AC PPL.

3. Papa juz came back from Thailand. His bags like so empty o.o, no presents for me? sad.

4. Zhu sick. His hp as usual, no connection. So late le, dun wan call his house. So I think he still sleeping..

-May Bo-


♥ 11:12 PM


:(
Monday, March 30, 2009

How come everyone around me are getting sick/got hurt physically? Jojo has sore throat, zhuzhu got fever, wanwan hurt her hands at work today, and I think sumin's still recovering from her extreme illness.. Get well soon everyone! Bobo wanna be sick too =x.
To wanwan: put some burn cream and plasters!!
To jojo: STREPSILS!!! and loads of water!!
To minmin: Aiya, dude, juz drink more water, water's like e cure-all..

Zhu's sick so we couldn't talk long on e phone today.. :( Miss him already. Spammed questions like, got eat ur medicine, drink water, sleep? lol. Hope he gets well soon too.. He wanted to meet me to repair his laptop tmr at Jurong.. Later he cannot meet me, sad. Shall sleep early today cuz not on e phone with him til late late nite..

-May Bo-


♥ 11:34 PM


Quiz time! lol

How Rare Is Your Personality?



Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ESFP)
Your personality type is playful, charming, open minded, and energetic.Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 5% of all menYou are Extroverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving

http://www.blogthings.com/howrareisyourpersonalityquiz/




What Internal Organ Are You?




You Are The Brain
You're the type of person who's always on, always churning.You are alert and quick to react. You like to stay busy.You are responsible but also demanding. You take up a lot of energy.You are someone of deep mystery. There's a lot below the surface that's hard to figure out

Lol at mysterious

http://www.blogthings.com/whatinternalorganareyouquiz/




What's Your Love Type?





Your Love Type: INTP
The ThinkerIn love, you are honest and serious about commitment.For you, sex is something you think about and desire a lot of the time.Overall, you are pure in your affection and feelings.However, you tend to be suspicious and distrusting at times.
Best matches: ENTJ and ESTJ

lol? I do NOT think bout sex.. zzz
.
http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourdatingtypequiz/results/?result=INTP

-May Bo-


♥ 3:54 PM


Hell yeah! 100th Post. *claps*
Sunday, March 29, 2009

1. Rain bloody heavy when I walk out of my house. The shelters like no use one, e rain comes in thru e sides fo e shelters anyway zz. My umbrella ella ella so big also no use. In e end my pants damn wet. Den when i walked to subway, it turned to a drizzle. Damn rain. I think it hates me. Everytime liddat one rain so heavy den in e end drizzle nia whn I go subway. Den gt one huge tree branch fall dwn in e middle of e road near subway caused a traffic jam. den e 2 bus drivers trying to move e thing, but cant. Some ang moh and bangladesh helped to move e thing while stupid lazy singaporeans are sitting on e bus staring at e spectacle zz. Lazy asses. Today khim served some cust. who told her he wanted paRYmesan bread. lol. Noobshit.

2. Zhuzhu today went gym and bbq lol. Funny la. Zhu in gym lol. Zhu in bbq. Roast zhu, lean meat :D

-May Bo-
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend.
Lucky we're in love in everyway.
Lucky to have been where we have been~


♥ 11:45 PM


99th post lol
Saturday, March 28, 2009

1. Kim damn funny la..
Me: *talking crap, as usual*
Kim: Ya jus like e mickey MOU
Me: Wad mou? is mouSE
Kim: tsk, i like to pronounce liddat
Me: LOL ROFL MOU!!! like mickey become cat.

2. Zhu talk wif me on phone until 3 going 4 am, still dun wan put dwn phone, den today I wake up at ard 12.. He call me zhu T^T. I IS NOT ZHU!!! Is cuz he call me so late..
Ryan: eh u catching the blurness and zhuness from me liao, haha
Me: NO. No way.

-May Bo-


♥ 11:40 PM


BORIINGGGGGGG
Friday, March 27, 2009

1. Smelly zhu, dun wan ask him update this blog le.. He confirm won't do it de.. Busy with his neopets lol. shh dun say I laughed at him. =x Next week thurs going his house stone, maybe bring my new bloody heavy 2.7kg lappy along for e heck of bringing. Oh ya forgot to blog bout the goodie bag from Aust he gave me. Got choc lip balm, one subway cookie shaped choc, a box of kinder surprise and earrings. Eh I gonna get rashes from so many chocs le.. T^T but e chocs nice haha. E lip balm is yummy. E earrings, I think he read my mind or smth.. Cuz my round big "silver" earrings are liek tarnished liao, my fav pair, den wan buy new pair de, den dun need buy now le.. lol.

2. Work, not much la.. Today got effed up ACJC ppl, act cute, think e doorbell very nice to play, keep put e hands dere, from vietnam somemore. Noob shits. So old le dunno how to at least act adult? Lame shits. Den when go out, this nice guy wan clear trays for us de, den his stupid fren say " we pay them for e service, let them pay." Fuck u. I hope u go work at subway with a salary of $4.5/hr, see how u like to clear trays for ppl. Then got this cute guy come along.
Me: "Hi"
Him: *stun face* er hi, have parmesan bread?
Me: 6inch or footlong?
Him: er.. *measure out wif fingers* 6.. I think o.o
Me: ok. ur choice of sandwich?
Him: huh..? ohoh! er, roast chicken.
After all e veg done
Me: any sauce?
Him: *stun face again* oh er, honey smth.. *stares at e glass looking for sauces* honey mustard, ya
Me: *trying nt to laugh* u need a bag for e drink?
Him: er, dun need
When I closing lids and doing stuff
Him: er hi, *sheepish grin* I need a bag

HAHA WTH I dunno whether he's that blur normally. If he is, damn sad. Blur until so funny. I almost laugh in his face.

-May Bo-


♥ 11:50 PM


Confessions of A Shopaholic
Thursday, March 26, 2009

Today, went out wif zhuzhu watch Confessions of A Shophaholic.

1. Went arcade 1st play bang bang shooting games hehe. Den play his fav jubeat. He say I poke e buttons.. Den keep bully me ask me why I poke e buttons :( RAWR I also type liddat waddddd.. So I whacked him :D

2. Den went for lunch at e foodcourt. The prata there sucks. Den went buy ticks. Den still got time b4 e movie, so went play e pc thingy.. Dunno call wad, alot of comps , den muz pay 2.5 for 1 hr.

3. Den went in movie wif strawberry milkshake for me, and ice mountain for him. E strawberry too sweet!!! urgh. E show ok la not bad, typical brainless chick flick. But her shoes damn nice pls. I WAN HER SHOES!! ESP THOSE PINK HEELS AT THE END OF E SHOW. OMG DROOLS. haha even zhu agreed that e heels were nice.

4. Walked around Plaza Sing.. Den went for dinner at Manhattan Fish Market. Eh the fish n chips DAMN NICE! And the fried mushrooms!! OMG NICE.Juicy yet crispy! DROOL.

5. Took cab home with zhu. Again. Dunno leh like everytime go out wif him it's cab home.. Not used to cabbing o.o

-May Bo-


♥ 10:45 PM


nth to update la jo..
Wednesday, March 25, 2009

1. Nth much lor everyday work, update simi..

2. Go home every nite zhuzhu call me, chat bout everything and nothing. Ytd was a convo about canto. I have no idea why I'm teaching him canto when I can't speak it..
Ryan: " it's for meet the parents day"
Me: " o.o I also speak chinese with them.."
Ryan: "more impressive wad"
Me: "-.-"

3. Tmr my leave day, yay. Going out wif zhu watch Confessions of A Shopaholic lol. Wan wear heels de lor.. Den he wan play arcade.. Hw play arcade in heels.. So I gonna wear my white havainas slippers show off my very nice red toe nails lol. o.o He got e same pair of slippers..

Edit: how come everywhr I go ppl are having relationship probs? o.o

-May Bo-


♥ 11:19 PM


Sian..
Monday, March 23, 2009

1. It was fun working wif wanwan <33 lub lub lol.

2. There's like so many dead insects at my void deck.. -.- Gross.

3. Tmr my papa bday but I can't celebrate with him :( cuz of work.. Sad. Stupid bro last min den tell me they going out for dinner tmr..bleagh. Nvm I shall buy cakey for my papa :)

4. I've got leave on thurs.. Yay. But like so long.. Tsk, bored of work la.. 8 Apr faster come!! I dun wan work anymore.. I mean got money la but tsk, SIAN lor.

5. Ranting on blogs makes me less emo lol. Thanks guys for e comments and suggestions and stuff but lol u all know how stubborn I am.. So just like, dun tell me wad to do, cuz I won't do it. Haha but thnx for reading thru e whole chunk of words.. I see e chunk I dun even feel like reading la, u guys like damn pro, can read e whole chunk o.o. Or maybe cuz u all juz bored lol. <3333

-May Bo-


♥ 11:16 PM


heh.
Sunday, March 22, 2009

lol seriously sometimes, I just love myself..
1. Ppl who are nt crazy by nature, when near me, just goes crazy.. o.o And they call me crazy HAHA.

2. When I get to know someone for just a few days they somehow seem to tell me their deepest darkest secrets that they've nvr told anyone, not even their parents o.o lol.

Seriously. I love myself. :D

Zhu's back in sg le :)

-May Bo-


♥ 11:11 PM


Random thought.

Me: eh, e ah lians all so chio, tsk. Too bad they ah lian, hor?
Ryan: o.o Ah lian not chio, den very sad leh.
Me: huh, why leh?
Ryan: Ah lian supposed to be chio de wad. They nt chio den they've got nth left. No brains, no nothing.
Me: o.o ya huh..

HAHA BITCHY ZHU!!!! Now den I remember and think that wad he said was bitchy really quite bitchy =x

Edit: 6 more posts to post 100. o.o wow. My longest blog EVAR.

-May Bo-


♥ 3:55 PM


Oh ya, bobo's rants

HAVEN'T RANTED FOR LIKE DAMN LONG. YES GONNA RANT NOW!

1. Saw this ang moh girl at subway(pronounced Tubway by bobo) today. She's got this HUGE pair of tits. Fucking huge.And she's not the big sized kind of girl somemore. I swear, they're melon sized. And she wore this LOW-cut pink shirt, sleeveless. Omfg, MY EYES. Like Grand Canyon sized Cleavage "furrow" ( haha bio.) Damn ang mohs and their big stuff.

2. Wad's wif ppl and age?! Huh?! So wad if Bobo looks 21 but acts 5?! it's my life, not urs. Fuck. Well this "immature" girl's bitchin' bout ya now, happy? :D

3. Mah eyes are almond shaped. Shuddup. Call them small and you'll receive 6 thank you very much HARD whackSsSs from me. :D

4. I hate Kuay Teows that are too wet. They're just GER-ROSS. Like slimy and yucks. And like so damn salty cuz too much sauce. Den den u slap the kuay teows down there's this PIAT sound. yucks. Stupid uncles, dunno hw to put less sauce and fry longer so e sauce dries? -.-

5. Any further insults and u'll be like the monkey in my prev prev post. SHIOKNESS of having 2 alien objects stuffed up ur nose, up ur brain AND STIR STIR before digging out e brain. :D

Edit: I have NO idea why couples have to call each other baby. There's like so many babies out there..

-May Bo-


♥ 12:32 AM


Fountain of blood.
Saturday, March 21, 2009

1. YES clumsy Bobo cut her hand at work again. Shiok man I tell u e feeling.. Drippin' blood. woot. Haha I wrapped my hand wif kim's help with gloves so that I can wash e damn trays. Wrapped like 2 layers of gloves with scotchtape lol. Cuz e gloves somehow leak/ break o.o. Wounds make me REALLY wanna get that 4th ear piercing somehow dunno why lol.

2. Ya well, went out wif mom and godmom in e morn to afternoon. Ate really nice fried dumplings and stared at jade.. ya well, made me feel like buying another black jade bracelet. But didn't find one I like, too bad.

3. Zhu coming back to sg tmr.. Yay. o.o Tmr his bday also. Passed him his pressie le, yup. Still waiting for mine -.-.

4. Bobo Foundation's current status: $0. CMON PPL DONATE! :D Gib Bobo presents puhleeeeeeease :D. Like erm, hair clips also can, sponsor for her highlight plus re-dyeing her hair , or just free lunches/dinners when u go out with her! The Bobo Charity Gala, drinks plus food at Bobo's humble abode. If u bring it, she'll cook it! :D

-May Bo-


♥ 11:53 PM


Lol cute quiz..


The Cute Monster Test


Your Cute Monster Says Your Inner Demon is Intensity


You are a vibrant, vivacious person. When you live, you live as wildly and loudly as possible.You are very bold. You are willing to stand up and be a leader.You have a tendency to let your passions take over.People think you're cute because you're fiery. When you get worked up, it's charming.
http://www.blogthings.com/thecutemonstertest/
-May Bo-


♥ 11:03 AM


YAY!! PICTARS THANKS TO JOJO!!


Mr Zhu's fingers. not mine.



SUMIN'S HAMMY!! Cute right, but so fat. Like e owner.. o.O




Zhu and me. (I look weird)



From here onwards, all e zilian pics lol:

(er, me trying out e beanie)



(the day I dyed my hair..)










(the day before I dyed my hair)






(yes yes pretty me :D lol)

-May Bo-


♥ 12:08 AM


Thursday, March 19, 2009

1. didn't blog much nowadays cuz Mr Zhu wans me to write bout my days in Sg while he's n Aust, he didn't say so much but ya, hint hint, as usual.. So ya, after writing "letters" which I'll give him when he comes back, I no mood blog lol.

2. NO CHALET LIAO. Cuz u all lor, one by one tell me nt free :( Bobo IS VERY SAD. Maybe I juz go chalet by myself :( lol.

3. Other den dat, nth much la. Juz today dropped a whole fucking tray of jalapenos. Lucky is drop in sink. If nt I GG. Today bought a red pouch for a steal at 10 bucks and a pair of lurvely heels for $45.90. Haiz. Broke.

4. Miss Zhu alot.. 3 days like 3 years nvr talk to him liao.. T^T

-May Bo-


♥ 12:29 AM


Everything's alright :)
Monday, March 16, 2009

1. eh thanks dude for posting bout e openhse lol, I lazy talk bout stupid NUS and the business school's requirements zz (AAA/B), that's e only thing I rmb bout NUS openhse, OH and the free coke zero. LOL. We went to SIM, and I was quite fixed on studying Sociology, it's like e only course that interests me.. So ya, walked around and found University of Buffalo, Bachelor's Degree in Sociology. Honours class, GPA 3.0 and above. Cost: around 500 for 1 credit. I need 120 credits for a degree. Do ur maths. The degree's for 3 years.. OMG SO EX LA!!! But no choice cuz of my sucky results.. Haiz. The person said to tell my parents cuz e lecturers are from overseas so basically we're paying for their teaching plus e plane ticks and we're payting for a US degree. lol. And den I need to buy a laptop I think, for uni.. So much money to spend!! And den I need apply for retake also, as a safety precaution.. So, PPL PLS DONATE TO THE BOBO FOUNDATION FOR A GOOD CAUSE.. her education and her happiness :D

2. Things are ok again between me and zhu.. He's now in aussie for 1 week for holiday.. So lucky.. I also wan go overseas.. But yay, I'm getting presentsSsS from Aust!! hoho. Materialistic Mis Chim. Tsk one week.. T^T sian..

3. GUYS!! Ms Chim is organising a chalet after she quits work!! It's on 9,10,11 apr!! Pls ATTEND! If I get enough responses den I go book chalet le.. if not then T^T U'll see a SAD Ms Chim. There'll be a BBQ PARTAY!!! It's for all my frens and best frens of frens.. Gonna be a small partay/chalet but it's ok I like it small :D

-May Bo-


♥ 12:06 PM


Ray of HOPE :D
Friday, March 13, 2009

1. Like u noes, suddenly got this rayyyyyyyyyyy of hope after Foyang told me SIM 18 abv can go le :D I'm so gonna try SIM!!! I hope they accept me, I'm like so cute, adorable and etc etc. :D SIM is like Mother Theresa for like hopeless idiots like me.. XIE XIE! :D

2. Kim u is my happy pill. lol. Everytday I go work, I MUST DISTURB U. Den see ur pek cek reaction.. So funny lor.. lol. Lurb eu lots lots kimkim!!

3. To my darlings (Jojo, wanwan, nessy and minmin) : Thanks for caring, I think I'm ok le :D. I just need to sort thru it and solve it my way, but thanks for e care and concern!! I feel lurved haha, xiexie. Love euu all :)

-May Bo-


♥ 11:46 PM


ow..swollen eyes..

Like totally swollen.. T^T hate it. I have decided.. I'm not gonna end it, he's gonna end it, by not answering my smses/calls. Last nite smsed him like one SUPER long sms, 6 texts squeezed into 1 lol. Dunno if he receieved it, but ya I think that'll be my last sms. sort of juz told him how I felt waiting dere lol. Is it juz me who's suffering? lol. I'm tired of the tears, like no point cuz he nvr sees them/ feels them. Wanted him to prove my friends wrong, that he's not an asshole, but he's proving himself right? I dunno. These few days like no mood work or do anything. Spamming blog lol. Scared if I complain to someone verbally I'll just die from crying.. lol. i'm like so useless. It's enough to turn me lesbo lol. Yay, anyone wans to be my lesb partner? I think I'm e kind, if someone treats me like shit, I'll still love them, ya well, I'm an idiot too. I dun think I'll ever have e heart to del his contact and email and everything.. oh and erm I dunno wad to do wif his presents..

P.S: Someone intro to me a guy who's not an idiot? lol despo me haha.

-May Bo-
An idiot who's still hoping~


♥ 10:33 AM


I think I got it.

Now I think I know why he said he moody.
He told me before, 8Mar his results release.
So I think his results not good, and he has no whr to go.
But my reasonings still stand.
Leaving me at Tampines without a call or sms just isn't cool.
Life moves on, ppl move on.
I got my shitty results but I didn't act like he did
Do u guys think it's my fault?
I don't think it's my fault that I didn't listen to him
It's that he nvr gave me the chance to
And that he nvr called or smsed me back after that one single sms.

-May Bo-


♥ 12:55 AM


Tears finally fell.

Lol so ironic, always said I wanna give up den when in e end when he does smth nice I always say nvm la one more chance. Like procrastinating, am I using e right word?

You told me once that you'd cherish me, always.
I don't see the cherish part, neither do I see the always part.
You told me you wouldn't hurt me/make me cry again.
Why do u always do it then?
All the plasters and scotchtapes on my heart cant hold on much longer..
Are you even gonna try saving this "relationship"?
Why is it always me who wants to take one step further in this relationship?
I hear my friends saying, "he's a jerk, he obviously doesn't care a shit about you"
I keep hoping that you do.
Does it hurt you when I'm hurting?
All those excuses and sorries somehow just doesn't make the cut anymore
They just make me feel worse every step of the way
Everytime u MIA or smth I'm always e one who calls you.
Can't u make e effort and call me for once?
Show me that u at least care a little?
Instead of this awful silence.
Have u ever hurt cuz of me or rather, smth I did?
It's always me who's hurting and crying.
Do u really love me or even miss me like u always say u do?
I keep hoping but those hopes comes crashing down when shit like this happens.
Do u even care?
Is it really that fun to play with me and my heart?

P.S: My cough came back, grats to me. Coughing like no tmr now.

-May Bo-


♥ 12:02 AM


Extremely disappointed.
Thursday, March 12, 2009

After that sms, u dun need try call me and explain de ah?
Quote from shiwan, either he dun care or he doesnt noe wad to say to u.
zzz.. I AM SO GOING MIA ON U. See how u feel. Or maybe u wun feel anything.
Nope, no answering of phone and sms from Ms Chim today.
Either u find me talk or u can forget it, it's over.

-May Bo-


♥ 12:03 PM


I am like insanely pissed.

Oh wait I dun think I'm pissed lol. Disappointed? Sad? Angry? I dunno.
Ryan around afternoon smsed me " sorry, I know there's no excuse for me leaving u at Tampines. I was juz really moody that day, really sorry. Love you."

Ok..:
1. Just 1 sms? Sincerity absent much?
2. U moody den dun need tell me dat u nt coming de meh? If u tell me u cant make it I think I'll feel better rather den making me wait for 1 hr for nth. Thanks for letting me wait. AND making me worry for NOTHING.
3. Love me? lol. Joke. Love me den leave me dere to rot? Thanks.
4. I rmb a promise: "I promise I won't ever hurt u or make u sad/cry again." Bullshit. Wad did u just do? Huh? Can't hear u, oh, right, hurt me and made me cry, yup.
5. When I called, u said u wif ur fren now so cant talk to me. So.. Ur fren more impt den trying to explain to me?
6. Thanks for the free tears. Oh and thanks for the wasted trip ALL THE BLOODY WAY TO TAMPINES.

I can just imagine the convos:
Ryan: U dun understand wad I went thru that day.. all my frens decided not to come for the chalet, etc etc...
Me: So.. Now it's my fault that I waited 1 hour and called u countless times and u nvr reply me la? And it's my fault that u didn't bother to tell me u nt coming la?

Jody: He's full of shit la.. Come I intro bk to u.
Sumin: o.o den u worried for nth la dude? Tsk, give up on him la, he's a jerk.

Eh u noe that Craig David song that I just posted? I wish I can tell him that lor. I just DON'T LOVE YOU NO MORE. Haven't reach that point tsk. Stupid Ryan better make it up to me. That song TOTALLY describes him la bloody hell. So ironic that we(me and that idiot) heard this song when we went Marina Sq e other day.

P.S: Sorry wanwan! I switched off my phone (which is why I didn't see ur msg) cuz dun wanna listen to him and his excuses. I mean I didn't receive any smses or missed calls from him, so I guess e switching off phone is like wasted. Bleagh I HOPE HE CAN BLOODY LIKE FEEL HOW I FELT WHN HE DIN ANS MY PHONE CALLS. I'll make sure I do it nxt time to him. DUN ANS ANY CALLS FROM HIM. yay.

Edit: Yayness, I have a fucking INTENSE stomachache. Fuck.

-May Bo-
Feelin' like a fool cuz YOU let ME down~


♥ 12:01 AM


My current fav song, suits my mood..
Wednesday, March 11, 2009

I DON'T LOVE YOU ( NO MORE )
For all the years that I've known you baby
I can't figure out the reason
why lately you've been acting so cold(didn't you say)
If there's a problem we should work it out
So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl(tell me)
Ok I know I was late again
I made you mad and dinners thrown in (the bin)
But why are you making this thing drag on so long(I wanna know)
I'm sick and tired of this silly game(silly games)
Don't think that I'm the only one here to blame
It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

[CHORUS]
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you saidI just don't love you no more

[VERSE 2]
I know that I made a few mistakes
But never thought that things would turn out this way
Cause I'm missing something now that your gone(I see it all so clearly)
Me at the door with you in a state(in a state)
Giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

[CHORUS]
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorryFeeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

[BRIDGE]
Don't say those words it's so hard
They turn my whole world upside down
Girl you caught me completely off guard
On that night you said to me
I just don't love you more.

[CHORUS 2X]
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more.


♥ 11:56 PM



Ryan Tan still MIA
Worrying
Didn't sleep well
Wonder wads going on..
Still no ans for calls and sms
Haiz, why liddat..
Like disappear from face of earth
T.T

-May Bo-


♥ 10:09 AM


Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Maybo has just downed the bottle of Hoegaarden in her fridge.
She is still not drunk.
4.9% alcoholic content, NO KICK.
She wants to become drunk.
Too bad no more alcohol in fridge.

-May Bo-
Tears started flowin'~


♥ 9:16 PM


Thanks for not being there..

Today supposed to meet him.
No sms, No calls.
Nvr ans smses and calls.
Waited at Tampines for ard 1hr.
Went off to Vivo find Jo.
Walked awhile.
Bought shoes.
Went home.
Slept.
Woke up.
Still no smses or calls from him.
Called his house.
"Ryan's out."
I dunno wad I shud feel lol. If he overslept until now, IMPOSSIBLE, cuz chalet, so many ppl, how to sleep so long.
Lost his phone? But he said he memorised my number, cant use fren's phone call me mah?
Today my leave lol, like so wasted.
Dunno bah, shud I feel pissed or disappointed or sad? o.O
Dunno if a sorry would be enough from him.. Dun think so.
I dun think it's my fault for waiting for 1 hr only.
And that I called him like more den 20 plus times.

-May Bo-
I just don't love you no more~


♥ 8:31 PM


Personality tests, my favs, cuz they're so true lol
Monday, March 09, 2009

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test48.aspx

Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are talkative and sociable. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. When it comes to love, you shut yourself off. It's difficult to win your heart because you have decided to keep your feelings deep inside. You always have plans on your mind. This might cause a lot of stress if things don't go the way you expect. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. We also see that you are sensuous, sexual, and privately passionate. You don't think much about yourself.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test36.aspx

Here is the analysis:
Your ideal mate has a sense of humor and is lively.
Most of your plan would be successful. When you wish, you make a reasonable wish.
Success or failure, that's no big deal. You don't care. That's your attitudes towards success.
You are a person of principle. You respect social rules and regulations.
You are emotional, sincere and optimistic

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test4.aspx

You are a fun-seeking, adventurous, risk-taking, spontaneous person. You are not very rational.
LOL I'm not very RATIONAL!! HAHAHA OMG.. so funny.

-May Bo-


♥ 12:26 AM


haha, stupid kim.

Work was fun today, cuz I was in a good mood.
Me: wah lau u see e advert for e 2.70 upgrade e bread like sibei full, I wonder hw they close e damn bread
Kim:Lol, the bacon like so curly den so much meat lor
Me: Curly turkey also.
After 5 secs:
Me: LOL LOL ROFL.
Kim: wad?
Me: HAHA CURLY TURKEY!!!
Kim: LOL!! yaaaa SOUNDS SO WRONG!!
Den we went on and on about curly stuff.. Curly bread, ice, veggies, chicken, etc etc u get e idea.. Cant stop laughing =x

-May Bo-
As long as you love me~


♥ 12:07 AM


tsk.
Sunday, March 08, 2009

No mood blog but still want to cuz like damn long nvr blog le.

1. Yes, I'm retaking my A's with maybe tuition, maybe many favours from Sumin to teach me.. DON'T ASK BOUT MY RESULTS. I SWEAR I'LL CRY IN UR FACE.

2. Stuff worth remembering on results day:
- Zhu chionged dwn from his house to meet me for lunch and den chionged dwn agn from his sch whn I cried.. Lol, sorry for e chionging..
Ryan: Eh today like pass very fast
Me: got meh? no lor, like damn slow..
Ryan: oh ya, I was like chionging e whole day, no wonder fast..
Me: lol?
Thanks for e hug and making me smile + laugh. Not bad leh, can make me laugh and smile when I'm like TOTALLY down. Love love.

-Jody chionged dwn after my work to pei me for supper lol.. THANKS JO! I LURVE EUUU. I ate xiao wan mian, =x made me think of wanwan lol. Jo scared I cry but haha when I see her I very happy, cuz I feel so loved.. So many ppl worry for me..

- Shiwan gave me a hughug before I walked off with Zhu.. Muacks wanwan. Sumin and shumei smsed me asked me whether I'm ok.. Haha dun worry la, I dun cry for like 24/7 de, damn tiring de k.. Muacks Minmin and Meimei.

THANKS GUYS FOR EVERYTHING!! I like feel so damn LOVED!!

-May Bo-


♥ 11:57 AM


Nothing to blog about
Wednesday, March 04, 2009

o.o
1. Today is Wed, sian. Tmr is Thurs, yay cuz I'm going out! Day after Thurs is Fri, BOOOOOO!! tsk. But I'm hanging out wif Sumin, Brian, Shu Mei and Sheena tgt wif zhu before that. :D

2.Next week Tues I'm taking leave instead of thurs cuz of Kim, BOO! Maybe crashing Zhu's BBQ @ his chalet.. o.o Cuz got hotdogs :D LURVE hotdoggies o.O

3. Week after that Zhu's going Aust. :( I also wan go.. My cousin at Aust there!! Stuff me in ur luggage or smth.. LOL can't fit =x

-May Bo-


♥ 3:41 PM


OH YA!!
Tuesday, March 03, 2009

LOL I FORGOT TO BLOG BOUT SMTH!!

haha! rmb me and zhu went Vivo last fri mah? We walked past this wedding promotions place with alot of wedding planners and photographers on standby and looking for customers.

Me and Ryan walking by..
Me: o.o e wedding dresses look nt bad leh
Ryan: Zzz I think those from Italy nicer..
Me: o.O Ur taste so high class..
Some uncle approached us.
Uncle: HI! Would u like to try out our wedding package?
Uncle to me: Ur boyfriend ah? wan think of getting married mah? Now got promotions! *rattles on abt promotions*
Me: O.O?! Er uncle, I'm only 18..
Uncle: HAHA nvm la! can plan for e future.. Come la, come in look see..
Me And Ryan: O.O?!?!
Me: er haha, dun wan la, thnx *tries to escape*
Uncle: see see only mah!
Uncle: Got any of ur frens wan get married mah? can intro them to me!! *pushes some voucxher thingy into my hands*
Me: er lol, dun have la..
Me thinking, my frens also 18 leh O.O?

Walked away..
Me: EH WE LOOK SO OLD MEH?!
Ryan: LOL I dun wan walk by that place later le..
Ryan: Even if wan get married also won't go for this kind of promotions thing..
Me: o.o k lor rich boy..

HAHA omg we look so old meh?! Get married?! Wth la lol..

-May Bo-


♥ 4:10 PM


Little memories that I wanna preserve in words.
Monday, March 02, 2009

Memories with my darling friends <333:

1. Back in sec sch with my wonderful clique,Shiwan, Jody, Jehanne, Huiying, Cindy, where everything was just fun, fun, fun and nothing else :D Troubles come but we shared and came thru them all! <33 Prom night where we D.I.Y primped up. Pretty us! (but erm, I think my hair was SCREWED bigtime.. I think my makeup skill's better now =x) As always, THANKS GIRLS for lighting up my life! And making my sad sec sch life a COLOURFUL one wif LOADS of RAINBOWS!
Special xiexie to Shiwan for always being there for me from sec sch to jc!
Muacks and xiexie to Jody for being here for me too! Whom I got closer to only after jc. LURB EUU ALL!!

2. Start of JC with my new best buddy Sumin. I rmb how she used to like touching e girls in my class. o.o lol dude, she got rid of that habit after I told her they dun really like it and whacked her MANY times cuz she forgot =x. During JC with Sumin and Brian where we bitched, crapped and laughed our way through juz cuz it's us. And laughing at Brian for e heck of laughing at him and his very pek cek face when me and Sumin go BRAINLESS which is 95% of e times. lol.
Memories of my shock! When Sumin decided to try makeup and started wearing a skirt lol. Dude! haha.
And the rainy days or cold days where I juz CLINGED to Sumin and how she tried shaking me off =x. Doesn't work man.
Thanks for listening to me crapping and crying my heart out or just kept complaining for e heck of complaining and withstanding my temper tantrums x.x.
Thanks dudesSs for juz being there for me! :D
U better stay in touch dudes. <3333 :D

3. Workplace at Subway where I met INCREDIBLE ppl :D. Maybe not incredible, but they're juz fantastic? lol, no diff la huh. They made my work life not so boring and sian, esp first few days with that David as my boss.. Vanessa, Rachel, Shiwan, and last but not least, Khim, lol. And I HATE the damn cockroaches D:<

(ppl who doesn't wan e hair to stand pls dun read e next part, esp Sumin -.-? lol)

4. Zhu who made me sad, depressed, disappointed, relieved, happy, in love, all at one go.
The complain days (yup, MAJOR complaining to Jody, Sumin and Shiwan and Brian) where I thought I'll juz give up cuz as usual, guys are quite stupid until u tell them wads wrong.
The silent tears when I thought everything's just WRONG.
The stupid smiles to myself juz cuz he's there.
The Zhu evolution (lol): Quiet, dun really talk much> Talk abit more> Suddenly talk so much.. o.O I think it's my influence.. =x I talk too much, yes?
The joy when he told me he loves me.

The very nice shock when he spoke of forever.
And just cuz it's Ryan Tan.

P.S: erm, not used to being so sentimental, my hair standing le.

-May Bo-
Thinkin' back on the wonderful memories of us~


♥ 3:30 PM


Melee- Built to Last ( lounge version ) <33
Sunday, March 01, 2009

Somehow, the CD i bought, jazzy songs, their lyrics really quite no meaning, but most sounds nice.. <333

Today work dun have cockroaches leh.. Maybe they see e rainy weather so nice to sleep in, so they sleeping away in e damn storeroom. Haha today, David use e brooms to whack e cockroaches until e broom break. POWER la.

David: " Today so many! I think they crawl thru the pipes from another world!"
Mary, me, Kim and Shiwan: " O.O LOL wth ANOTHER WORLD."
David: continues ranting bout cockroaches from another world
Me: maybe they're like vampire cockroaches.. suck blood de, suck suck. Like Twilight LOL."
Shiwan: "zzz"
Shiwan: " den when they're under the sunlight, they glitter cuz they're vampiric."
Me:" LOL! wtf la LOL"

Jazzy songs makes me emo somehow o.o. Where's zhuzhu? :(

-May Bo-
Something feels missin'~


♥ 11:29 PM


lol, this blog like not so private le =x

Haha that zhu..

Ryan, copied and pasted from my blog:" Me: eh got tram coming Ryan: wad tram is bus Me: huh, really meh, look like tram leh!! Ryan: bus la. Me: SEE!! it's tram! pajiao. Ryan: Almost made u believe haha. Me: *whacks* Ryan: no la actually I thot is bus Me: *whacks somemore* :D"

Ryan: "Eh the convo PRICELESS la LOL."
Me: " =O stalker alert. =x wad priceless, tsk."
Ryan:" o.o my skin very soft meh? hw u noe?"
Me:" I molested u :D"
Ryan:" got meh? when?"
Me, thinking : HAHA got ppl so jialat de, kena molested also dunno
Me: " no la nvr molest la.. whr got so tiko de.. juz brush againts ur arm few times.. jealous.. -.-"
Ryan: " nxt time meet u let u touch as much as u wan! :D"
Me: " lol wth, sounds damn WRONG LA!"
Ryan: " touch touch :D"
Me: "VERY WRONG!!"
Ryan: " I wonder who's more tiko lor, u or me.."
Me: " I'm pure and innocent, yay :D"

Was talking to lynette also.. SHE PLUCKED OUT 8 TEETH LA BLARDY HELL. so brave lor!! Cuz she putting braces.. Den she went for General Anaesthetic and pluck out 8 of her teeth.. T.T sounds so pain! She said the doctor had to cut her gum, den they give her her 8 teeth in a tiny bottle to keep and show ppl.. lol wth is show ppl.. Den she say some of e teeth still got her gum stuck on them.. GROSS!! Den she said she nowadays cant eat anything solid.. aww.. Den she say she eat those porridge is nt eat is SUCK.. LOL.

Erm, will edit when I get home later after work bah, this post like damn short, not happy.

Edit: BLARDY HELL. These few days, the weather SO IRRITATING! When i prepare finish, wan go work, the damn sky turn so black so scary and den HEAVY DOWNPOUR!! Den u noes, I prepare for heavy rain wif slippers and big umbrella so damn aunty, whn I reach Holland V, the bloody rain always act cute, no more rain.. zzz I hate eu sky! :*(

-May Bo-
Lovin' you~


♥ 2:37 PM