有些事情，说也不是，不说也不是。
该怎么办才好？说还是不说?

-May Bo-

♥ 10:22 PM

I'm bored brainless today. And it's cuz of U noe who, u noe urself.. DAMN U. I wanna go out man dammit dammit. Dear peeps who wanna date me out, PLEASE DO. I'm bored out of my wits.

I wanna laugh at ugly people who somehow think they're pretty and posted close up shots of their pimply face on fb. When I see the pics I go.. WTF IS WRONG WIF UR FACE OMG GROSS. Sorry I hate pimples. (and ya dude STOP TOUCHING UR FACE, HAIR AND EVERYWHERE) Then my fren told me, "omg my ex juz posted a super scary picture of herself on fb". I was like "eh u very bad leh, how can say ppl liddat?". Den he show me her fb profile. And ya my reaction was as above. Seriously.. Clean up ur face before taking some pictures.. Or photoshop it away pls.. Really cant stand those pimply faces.. ya I'm a bitch today. Feel like one, gonna act like one.

-May Bo-

♥ 5:57 PM

Bad vibes. Horrible vibes. VIBES!! *runs* STAY AWAY FROM ME. er ok i'm being lame and stupid here but whatever. I keep seeing vibes, not good man NOT GOOD.

Dear Ms Chim, DONT BE DUMB/STUPID/IDIOTIC, ignore the vibes. tyvm.

-May Bo-

♥ 2:28 AM

Exam finish!! woohoo.

Got ppl ask me whether I'll marry for money or for love, I said happiness cuz happiness involves more than money or love.. lol. deep? Claps for Dr. Chim. *clap clap*

I swear I keep attracting suckers. Must be cuz I'm too nice.. WAKE UP DR CHIM, be a bitch. And for some reason they like to say the same thing to me, that same thing which is kinda getting on my nerves. No I dun wanna say wad it is.

Exams over le but I dun feel shiok. Maybe cuz no money to go on a shopping spree *emos* but LOL I'm pei'ing Sumin to go on her work clothes shopping *sniggers* good luck dude. Shopping with her's most of e time fun but sometimes a headache cuz of her damn shoulders, so broad.. Chop it man chop! (den she'll say damn u, bitch) lol, I'm a sadist woohoo.

Gonna buy a iPhone 3GS, but the 4G one's coming out when I gonna buy the 3GS, wonder how much more expensivce is it.. But yea, most prob I'll stick with 3GS, already nt enuf money to pay for the damn 3GS le, how to buy 4G. yaya I'm joining the iPhone gang, against my will.. I want the bloody LG Cookie in Pink but NO! They dun sell it in S'pore. wtf.

-May Bo-

♥ 6:38 PM

♥ 10:50 PM

I see books wan vomit. I see food also wan vomit. Wtf is wrong wif me :(

-May Bo-

♥ 7:44 PM

Oh well, a few convos started me on the path of reminiscing.(how spell?) Last time..

1. No phones, so we recorded numbers in a little notebook. cute huh?
2. U actually have to call ppl's house to reach dem, so being late is not an option if ur going out with that fren. People nowadays are ALWAYS late because juz an sms will do "hey, i'll be late". zzz.
3. Mobile phones were like a "wow!" thing. now is like "eh u no hp?! U live in a cave (ooga) or under a well?!"
4. Snake was the only game entertainment u have in ur phone, cuz nobody else has a phone yet, so cannot sms.
5. "autograph" books were all the rage cuz that's all u'll have remaining from ur sch days. Now, we have facebook. (that's why we all turned stalker-like. lol)
6. when talking means face to face, not over the internet or phone. Faceless-ness gives u a sense of anonymity which kind of led to cyber bullying :(
7. when kids actually loved cartoons and playing games instead of comparing the latest or most expensive gadgets and having SEX ZZZZ.


-May Bo-

♥ 9:57 AM

Seriously.. Kids nowadays.. Get ready for a rant people. Like wth? They have sex at like sec 1 wtf? Den they're like all nonchalant about it.It's like "oh sex's normal." NO IT'S NOT U IDIOTS! And the people I mix with dun think it's normal too.IT'S NOT NORMAL!

I mean sex shouldn't be done so "sui bian" mah. I wouldn't mind if u do it when you're already grown up, with a job, and maybe live with your bf/gf but SEC SCH?! Dunno whether to tell them they need a wake up call. And then those girls.. They think that once they had sex, the guy will be with them forever. No frigging way. Doesn't happen like that zzz. Wham bam thank you mam. It's more like once they had their way with you, they're done, on to "fresher" targets. yeah guys are assholes like that. WAKE UP.

And for those idiot guys.. Isn't like (erm ok cover ur eyes for this part) wanking urself in front of the goddamn comp enough?! u have a violate a bloody sec 1 girl. And wad, u urself's only sec 2. ZZZ?! "oh but it was our 1st time.." U THINK I CARE?! Too much info anyways. Dun wanna hear e bloody details. And it's not only the guy's fault.. Girls who actually think of ways to turn on their bfs to have sex ZZZZ! Anyway u guys see before STOMP? got this 18 yr old she was doing it wif e bf and den they took a picture and posted it on her blog.. Talk about narccissism. She posted smth like "my bf's so naughty, he wans to make me his by shooting it all in me". Too much info. -.-Who cares whether he wans to make u pregant u slut. Which idiot actually posts this kind of pictures online and not be prepared to be flamed by people? STUPID. Get a brain implant from animals, they're the closest way u'll ever get a brain and start thinking rationally.

"you mean u haven done it before?" no f*** no! I'm not so loose. (I'm a cute innocent girl.. ^^ dun vomit.) And yeah to me girls who do it at that age are loose. Dun gimme excuses about how they're actually innocent, nice etcetc. Bullshit. Nice girls actually treasure their virginity. Nice girls dun "Just do it", sex is not Nike u fags. Nice bfs don't ask u for sex (sex crazed maniacs zz). Nice ones actually love you enough to respect your decisions.

ahem end of rants. abit abrupt but I juz woke up..brain not functioning well..

Sorry guys for the boring posts.. Haven't been feeling that "funny" lately enough to post funny blog posts.. hope this one entertains u guys abit. JUST DONT DO wadever those kids are doing. Seriously. If I noe any of my frens are doing it, I'll totally disown them.

-May Bo-

♥ 9:50 AM

Isn't this shoe CUTE?!?! omfg.. It costs USD 120.. That equates to nearly 200 with delivery charges omfgwtfbbq. dammit.. I wan this shoe.. Haiz *emos*

-May Bo-

♥ 8:43 PM

omg.. a pair of ultra nice shoes for 180 SGD.. SHOULD I?! NOOO I SHOULDNT!! *cries* D:

-May Bo-

♥ 12:42 AM

I swear.. exam is e only time I have inspiration to draw lol. Bleh drew some nice stuff.. too bad I dun have a good camera. Plus I lazy scan..so yea TOO BAD. Bloody hell. I'm not giving up my dreams of drawing and designing.. :( Juz maybe when I have a good stable job I shall pursue my loves.. Maybe? Damn idiots making me jealous. FB posts: NAFA exhibition, La Salle art etcetc. RAWRRR U JUZ WATCH DR CHIM CAN DO SO MUCH BETTER!

-May Bo-

♥ 12:12 AM

hello all. I'm supposed to be studying but I just woke up. How NICE.

-May Bo-

♥ 12:20 PM

Feeling proud of myself. I learnt how to embed videos in a blog. Ok I'm a noob but wadever. bleh..here goes.. Song I'm stuck to :




Anyway, Been crying my eyes out the whole day.. I'm not emo.. Juz read Mitch Albom's books.. Damn touching pls. Den watched dramas.. Cried also.. Cuz so bloody sad.. *sighs*

edit: ok wth this blogskin is screwed up. When I have a video embed, it covers my face on the right.. -.- damn this sucks.. I should find a new blogskin :(

-May Bo-

♥ 1:21 AM

Name I will never give my child : Anna. Sounds anal, like seriously.

My arm hurts.Bloody laptop. Busy teaching tuition and having my exams.. Been having late night chats over the phone also lol. no, no bf, juz random chats.. yaya I chat wif guys over the phone.. Mostly cuz I have a weird habit. i find it weird to chat wif girls over the phone. i prefer meetups wif girls but phone wif guys. weird much?

I think it'll stay in my mind til i talk to him.. -.- and i'm kinda pulled both ways. To chat or not to chat? sighs.

Wanna meet up with my girls soon :( miss y'all lots! Loads of things to buy, never enough money to buy them all.

Wad else to blog? I've got lots of favourite music now.. Songs which sound nice, nice beats, nice lyrics, nice voices.
List:
1. Nickelback- Never Gonna Be Alone
2. Taio Cruz- Break Your Heart
3. Lady Antebellum- Need You Now

edit: my blog reached 4k reads..yay?

-May Bo-

♥ 11:45 PM

I'm fucked up. Someone please slap me. I suddenly feel like chatting with him OMG. SLAP ME PLS. anyway I've asked a few of my frens and they all said "NO wth talk to him for wad, dun be stupid". okok I shall not be stupid anymore but zzzz like got this strong urge lei.. SLAP ME PLS.

-May Bo-

♥ 11:50 PM

Primary 2 is easy to teach.. no kick.. just addition and subtraction of numbers lol. Pri 5 got kick though.. Primary sch.. so bloody long time ago.. haiz

After tuition, went for free hair treatment again with my cute as ever hairdresser edwin lol.
E: so, how're u?
me: ok lor busy.. teaching tuition now
E: wah teach pri 5 de ah? *stares at my stack of exam papers*
me: ya lor.. not bad leh earn quite abit
E: one month how much?
me: 300.. 1.5hr per session
E: ohh not bad.. EH pri 5.. EASY LA!! cheapskate!
me: wad cheapskate! lol.. ppl wan me teach and waste money mah so i teach and earn lor! good money lei.

I was reading magazines while he was blowing my hair..
E: eh why u read the magazine upside down?
me: no la! the magazine got 2 sides.. one is upside down de.. den i juz flipped to e upside down part..
E: really meh.. thot is maybe cuz u no specs cannot see =x
me: eh! i can see de ok! (den he laughed me me bloody hell)

After that.. he blow curls for my hair.. Not bad la..successful curls lol.. But i think use those tongs maybe better?

-May Bo-

♥ 1:00 PM

busy.. won't have that much time to blog le lol.. Tuition on mon, wed, fri. 300 per month.. Not bad la. And then, today.. hair appointment with edwin *acts taitai*, aiya no la free hair treatment la.. where got so rich lol. One day I'll be able to say hair and spa treatment.. But not now LOL.

HI! I HAVE TWINKLY TOES! nah.. juz feel like doing pedicure.. no time and money. YET.

Damn Sumin, get value of money man!! Stop spending on things that u dun need or eat so much things when juz a little could have been enough -.-. U shud live in my shoes.. get to know wad's the meaning of "shit tmr's fishball noodles for $2 again" oh well.

I bought an organizer and wrote down all my *ahem* appointments and wishlist.. Feels "organised" now lols. Hope I can teach my students properly. :) hope they do well!

-May Bo-

♥ 2:31 PM

Happy happy. Nice to noe so many frens give me support for tuition!! Wish me luck yeah? hope the family likes me hehe

-May Bo-

♥ 10:32 PM

oh feels like I haven't blog in a long while. Going for the qing ming thing later. why's the blardy weather so hot u tell me?! zzzz

gosh just came back.. omg the sun is like zzzz. Lucky my bro drove.. but the car was like oven.. full blast air con.. -.- damn weather. Sleepy now lol.. cold shower.. SHIOK

Gonna go for my 1st tuition assignment on Monday.. Nervous man lol. The agent told me to lie and say I got 1 yr experience. lol? hope i dun get lost.. It's somewhr in clementi street 2.. 200/month for 2 lessons a week.. not bad la.. got money better den nth. hmmm Will blog next time when got more stuff bah..

FYI. It's an indian student. o.o

-May Bo-

♥ 8:52 AM

I watched this show on channel U or 8.. dunno la some chinese show that says that nowadays working adults prefer to put their career 1st ahead of finding their 另一半or soulmate (for chinese noob frens that I have zz).

I'd disagree leh.. In fact hor, I wouldn't mind finding that other piece of me while working. But abit hard I think cuz most companies disapprove of r/s within the company.. No? But den again.. U see each other in office every freaking single day in e office from 8-5. If u not sian of him, muz be got SOMETHING dere le right. ( $_$ ) rich boss in office? *stares and pouts* "Will euu be mineeeee?!" haha joking..

Sick of thinking of r/s zzz. Cuz when u want one. It NEVER appears(oops did I say 'it'? damn.. I muz stop looking at guys as objects.). When u kinda give up, POP GOES E WEASEL, comes someone/something. The other day, I was bored enuf to think, " Hey I should set up a 'dating club' in sch. I'm sure e applications for it will be OVERLOADED."

I'm sure u guys are starting to think I'm despo.. I'm not.. I just NEVER did like being alone. I guess it's like a leftover kinda fear from sec sch days. My lower sec sch days weren't memorable. At all. While ppl were having fun, I was deliberating switching schools and trying to escape some idiots PLUS coming up with lies to escape the damn sch psychologist . I'm not a psycho, bitch. Neither am I suicidal. Luckily I got over those stuff.. I think it's a miracle I'm like what I am now actually.. That I'm not a mousy, weird, oddball, nerd, freak, aiya think of all e bad words.. They fit inside there. Some stuff I've never even told my closest of frens, I told that u noe.. "X" (I refuse to call him asshole, cuz i promised u guys i'm OVER the anger thing.) Hopes he forgot wad I told him though cuz no point remembering someone so insignificant in ur life that u juz threw her away like dat. ER ok. stop. back track. I'm OVER this thing *chants*. (psst it's a mantra now) Hope he forget also cuz I kinda wanna take those stuff to my erm "grave" CHOY la.

Lesson learnt when I think back: Never to tell ppl stuff u dun really want to tell, cuz they can be used against u. Secrets should remain secrets. They are not meant to be told in what/whichever circumstances.

-May Bo-

♥ 12:06 AM

exams coming.. My next sem is a stupid sem with only 3 modules.. It's as if i dun need go sch zzz. juz general siannessssssssssssss. Haven't had a nice chat with someone in a long while.. Someone I mean ANYONE. Chat I mean emo chat. Blehs. thinking whether I shud take up CCA.. SHUD I?!

Damn, I wanna buy so many things.. NO MONEY AT ALL. dammit.

Yea I'm THIS BORED. ending here.. juz blogging for e heck of blogging.

-May Bo-

♥ 11:08 PM

I was just thinking..

Would u guys prefer a nice steady relationship with nth exciting, or one that's like full of erm passion and fire and excitement(and in e end u juz end up arguing cuz ur too passionate)? I think I'd prefer the former.. It's like hmm.. Steady la.. Like wun change, cuz to me, any drastic changes would have been disastrous.. I dunno.. ehhh I sound nonsensical lol.

Hope my comp science gets an A+.. God noes I deserve it. Sat through 3 hours of headache discussing a damn project. With kelly irritating me with all her really damn extra ideas which doesn't contibute to our presentation favourably. And her ideas ALWAYS involves giving SOMEONE ELSE more stuff to do. zzz. Do it yourself if u want it so la bloody hell.

Had a splitting headache wich lasted from 1 to 7pm juz now. -.- the last bloody capsule of panadol saved my life. Someone shud remind me to stock up on panadol. I swear I'm gonna kill the invisible miner in my head HAMMERING and DIGGING away. It's like, "oh hey it stopped.. yay no headache le" 5secs later.. "BANG BANG BANG, WHACK WHACK WHACK" omfg.. Panadol rocks. o.O im NOT a drug addict.

-May Bo-

♥ 12:23 AM