1. Family overseas, I think zzz.
2. 2 invitations to a december chalet, nt so close to those guys, shud I go?
3. 1 chalet to plan. Sian cuz DAMN CORN is in phi. dammit. D:
4. Woots alone at home. Anyone wanna be my temp roommate?
5. Wanna go out somewhere and stay out SUPER long, like through the night, sunset, sunrise. Bleagh.
6. I want strawberry shortcake for my birthday please. With loads of presents pls. Or one expensive one from everyone will do also. *materialistic bitch*
7. I want someone, anyone to celebrate my birthday with me pls ty very much.

-May Bo-

♥ 9:33 PM

Inspires me to draw or blog lol. But i'm too lazy to blog now, nothing to say anyways.

Realised that I'm starting to keep some stuff to myself.. Cool or not? Haha blabber mouth Dr Chim is shutting up. woots.

-May Bo-

♥ 11:23 AM

Why's almost everyone I'm talking to emoing in some way or other lol. Emo season since it's e exams?? Anyways, good luck to all e ppl having exams, cuz I'm not having any exams currently. smirks. But dats ok, u guys will have a reason to laugh at me few weeks later. Cuz u'd have all finished exams and I'm starting mine.

Thinking back, wishing, moving on. A vicious cycle indeed.

-May Bo-

♥ 1:46 AM

Now hols, play abit of maple cuz damn bored. Sick and tired of stalkers. No lifers. -.-
Life currently: BORING.
Love life: BORING. Not interested in any guys. Playing around in maple in fact. Like me le ah? Oops, I dun like u. deal with it.
Other lives: Effed up stalkers.
Friend life: Miss dem all very much

Chatted wif ryan e other day. He and his frns setting up a female accessory online shop. o.O Good luck?

There's stuff I dun really wanna say here cuz they sound stupid.. I dun wanna sound stupid lol. Still waiting for bobo's explosion day, whr she cannot tahan not telling ppl stuff. Still long bah. My tolerance level increased. like TOTALLY.

Turning back into the "Ice Queen" mode I used to have. lol. A Total Bitch. I'm not emo lol, juz feeling BORED. Beyond bored actually. Someone pls inject some excietment into my life. thank you very much.

-May Bo-

♥ 11:32 PM

The downfall of Boboism

1. Feeling the lack of intellectual conversation around me has led to me missing Brian. OMG dun tell him. shit wad did I just say?? lol. I even come up wif intellectual topics now. "the cause and effects of diff types of governance. Autocracy etcetc" OMG BOBO IS THINKING! and her whole ESL class went "wow" when she said her topic. Cuz the whole esl class picked stupid stuff like "cause and effect of tattoos, overspending etc".

2. A short convo with my Twin from Mars:
P: hi bobo!
Me: eh i thot u in bangkok?
P: ya now i dere, got internet, sauna, massage etcetc
Me: aiseh.. I also wan go! U confirm playing fb now since got net
P: Lol how u noe I on fb.. too bad lor.. Eh u noe huh, got this seedy massage parlour opp my hotel.. Got these few "it" sitting outside the massage place.
Me: why "it.."? I'm ur twin, how to dunno.
P: dunno if they girl or boy mah..
Me: LOL den u go approach them for service ah??? LOL LOL
P: NO LA. They wave at me I juz wave back lor
Me: later dey think u wan some EXTRA service. LOL
P: lol. no la.. i dun wan dirty myself
Me: lol lol lol. *totally amused*

-May Bo-

♥ 12:43 AM

I think I dun really wan a bf lol, too much hassle and emotional problems. Just someone to PEI ME STUDY. Cuz I can't do it by myself. -.- ok slap me pls. Just sucks that all my frens live so frigging far away!! T.T Bleagh. someone pls lemme stay over at ur house for me to finish my work!! And slap me when I start stoning or slacking!

-May Bo-

♥ 10:44 PM

Dyed my hair back to e colour in the pic dere >>>>. Didn't expect it to be e same colour but haha I like dat colour.

Sometimes ppl dun take hints til u tell them exactly, I dun like u, I never will, go away, stop smsing me, stop stalking me, stop asking my frens about me. ty very much. Irritating much?

2 frigging research papers to do. I'm glad I dropped Comms.

Miss hanging out wif my peeps and just chatting with them. Haha, touched much? :)

Envy for ppl who have someone beside them, always. Someone who loves u as much as they love u. As in BGR la. I noe I have fam and frens, it's a diff issue!!!

-May Bo-

♥ 12:45 AM

Sometimes u just have to be attracted to smth/someone you know you cant have.

-May Bo-

♥ 1:33 PM

"I like u" " sorry, not interested." I hate pushy guys, they're just irritating. Hello, u dun even know me, like wad?

And when you found someone dat think exactly like u, it's just freaky. And u found out that u wouldn't want a bf who thinks like u, cuz it's jus plain strange whn he asks u stuff dat u juz realise and u go like wth, how u noe? Opposites attract. Yup. Ur twin frm Mars juz dun do the job.

School's going great just alot of spewing of rubbish from e Psych Prof, She wastes wayyyy too much time on chatting with us.

-May Bo-

♥ 6:02 PM

woo hoo I'm interested in this SUPER cute boyboy. uniSIM de.. o.o sho sho cute *drools*

-May Bo-

♥ 4:45 PM

Went to Cameron Highlands after landing in KL. Fantastic weather, it's like air-con 24/7, everywhr. Cool right? there's tea and strawberry plantations on the mountains way up highhhh.. I prefer telling u guys in person bout it. :) I'm juz too lazy to describe the wonderful sights and sounds of the mountains.

Been thinking on e way dere, too much stone time basically. lol. To sw's pt abt not needing ppl to put her first, for me, I expect that my partner would put me at the top because I'd do so for him too. Dun need first la, but u noe, around the top. And I wouldn't agree that I'm too demanding, I think Ryan would agree too lol. I'm juz so patient sometimes it irritates me. Sometimes always putting someone BEFORE u when that person NEVER does is irritating. U'd would be if u were in my shoes. Just imagine someone who somehow always has the time for hanging with friends but not with you. Someone who stays so far away yet doesn't really wanna make the effort to meet up with u. Someone who somehow, gives u the idea that he nvr misses u, cuz he almost nvr makes the effort to meet up. Because I give my 100% in a relationship, I expect the same. I give as much as I take. I dun need a gem, dun need a perfect guy, but someone who cherishes me as much I as cherish him. It's fair, isn't it? I'm not picky. If u knew me enough, u'd have known that I'd chosen WAYYYYY beneath my expectations. Sometimes expectations just nvr came up whn u start a relationship cuz "love" whacks u in the face and juz leaves u to deal with it.


I found out that I'm quite a "grp-leader" kind of person lol. I lead ppl, I get things done and get irritated when things are not done. I might grow up and become like my eldest bro.. Someone with a "killing" aura in the office. lol. No seriously, I like things done and done fast and efficiently. When it doesn't and I'm in a place of power, I get scary. Like teaching Rachel and gang, I hate it whn they dun rmb wad I said for 3 times and I scold. It's not a very nice kind of scolding.


-May Bo-

♥ 7:29 PM

going to msia for a short weekend trip. Ta.

-May Bo-

♥ 3:50 PM

Honoured? lol. Anyway, I'm over us le, so ya I can talk about stuff now.

Anyway, as usal, I was stalking ppl etc, saw his msn nick "I only have 1 % of happiness in my entire lifetime" or smth liddat. Anyways, i have comments bout that, I've always said this to him frm e begginning, happiness is how u want it to be, to be happy is to think happy even in difficult circumstances.
His life is a like a serial drama but hey, ppl in dramas are happy sometimes too!


What u have been searching for is smth too high beyond ur reach. Ur always searching for e impossible or things u noe u wun be able to get no matter hw hard u try, dats wad makes u unhappy. Take me for eg, I used to really want fashion design, like REALLY. But after much thought, I dun have dat much talent afterall to shine out. That made me unhapopy but hey I have a new goal now, to ace my Soci Major and/or get a Double Major in Pscyh and Soci with 1st class honours. Its is ur goals, attainable ones dat make u happy, unattainable ones dat make u want more. If u have too many of e latter, u'll always be unhappy. It applies in relationships also. E attainable ones gives u hope, give u the boost dat u need for e unattainable goals. If u nvr have that boost, ur nvr gonna b happy.


On family, though is family, family members need their private space too. So do you. Doesnt mean dat juz cuz family members have probs dat u shud solve it for dem. Cuz ultimately, it might nt be the outcome they really want deep dwn inside. Learn to arrange ur life properly, though it's hard.


Friends, close ones, are worth keeping, because to me, close friends are like a part of me. Friends, nt so close ones, dun worry so much if they cold shoulder u etc, because they're not worth it. The ones who care often dun say enough cuz listening to u is e best; the ones who dun really care dat much often have too many things to say cuz they're more impt than u. Learn to choose.


Pushing for the impossible in a relationship. Ur life is so messed up. Wad makes u think u can handle a gf or dat she can handle u? Handle ur exams well, u'll be partially happy cuz u finally acheived something. Handle ur personal life (friends and family) well, and u're >50% happy already!

When u've finally learnt to love yourself and to put urself 1st before others in some situations (nt all), den are u ready to committ to someone. Eeven then, ask urself, have I really done everything right?


Happiness is not smth u can make. Because happiness is a FEELING, it has to be felt within. It is hard to describe but to me, happiness doesn't come frm ur surrounding, it comes frm u and u alone. Because only u have the felxibility to change the negative to positive. Environment, situations dun change. If they change, they change because of YOU.


Lastly. though u're an asshole and u know it, learn to love ur asshole self. I'm harsh, but I make sense. Look for redeeming qualities within urself because if u dun love urself, nobody EVER will.

-May Bo-

♥ 11:46 PM

My heart-shaped wound. Pretty. -.-



Cute as hell macaron keychain. IN PINK.


Zi LiansSsSs:

♥ 6:58 PM

Found this in www.underage-girl.blogspot.com, Jess's blog. She's like wad? 2,3 years younger den us and yet so mature in her thinking. And I felt that it was uber true. :)

Remember when I posted this some time back?
“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'”

Here are some qualities my Mr Right has to have:
I have to be his top priority. I can never be with someone who places me as second priority because I ALWAYS place my loved ones as top priority and expect the same from them.

"It's not about how much a guy already possesses, it's how much he's willing to offer and share with you." One of the most important quotes to learn about men in my opinion. Especially if you like them rich.

I want my man to be intelligent enough to impress me with facts I never thought he knew. To be funny and interesting enough that I'll always be entertained and laughing around him.

To be determined and motivated enough to achieve great things in life to make me proud of him.

To know and appreciate what's important so he never lets me down.

And of course the basic but stupidly hard to achieve in every relationship -respect, understanding, chemistry and trust....

Unfortunately... The Ugly Truth reminds us that life doesn't always turn out the way we want it to.

Chew on that, girls, and comment to me in msn or at the >>> cbox haha.

-May Bo-

♥ 6:13 PM

1. U noe u have great professors when they inspire u to get 1st class honours without having to tell u so. :) I love all my new profs, cept for my Communications class. We'll go to dat later.
Some funny stuffs dat happened wif my profs:

Pysch prof Dr Yeap: She came in class 1/2 hr late cuz they gave her the wrong timetable and she couldn't find e class. She's so cute dat we forgave her at 1st sight lol. She tucked a red flower behind her ears and wore red, she's around 60 plus, a retired prof. DAMN cute. She makes lessons so interesting dat psych is a breeze

Soci research class prof Dr Debra Streets: She asked us to call her Debbie haha. ok here goes.
Debbie: u noe, i come from the US so i'm not used to sg's culture yet, so if u guys tell me anything that i dunno, i might assume smth else. so pls tell me if i said anything wrong. Profs are humans, we make mistakes. :)

Debbie: *wrote ASSUME on e board* if u dun tell me i said smth wrong, then, it'll make an (ASS) out of (U) and (ME).
Us: LOL LOL!!!

ESL's teacher nt that special, but she's nice. I guess?


2. Comms class. Yucks hate her. Gonna drop dat subj and take it whn she's nt teaching. U noe when she talks, she end her EVERY FRIGGING sentence with "right". Felt like slapping her. When she teaches, she drones on and on. At 1st u can listen and absorb, den as time goes by, u suddenly wake up and go " shit was i stoning? wad she saying?" she sucks. bigtime. even the seniors said so. Nobody does well for her classes.

And for her class, we have a group project, introductory vid to make, PLUS a comms blog to do every week. WTF I hate her.


3. Am I popular or wad? Everywhr I go random ppl dat I DUNNO say hi Maybo! And i go huh who u? And best, rachel and viv now in diff classes, so they came to me and ask if I noe these 2 girls. I went like huh who they? They each told me, " dunno leh, in my class, she suddenly came up to me and asked u maybo's fren?" Yucks I feel damn bad for not knowing dem and I feel stalked somehow. SIM's TOO SMALL..


4. Under the same roof as Keli, Cassandra, Lea, Siling etcetc. So strange. In e same class for psych and comms wif Cass. Coincidences NEVER end.


5. 2 reseacrh papers to finish by end of this sem plus the projs for comms(provided i dun drop it). I feel busy. Like a bee. Oh ya Sumin, Debbie used e same damn phrase as u. " cuz u feel all warm and fuzzy in ur comfort zone, dats why ppl dun really like changes ... ..."


-May Bo-

♥ 12:58 PM