I really should start a new blog.. Those old blog posts give me nothing but bad memories.. :\

But then again, I can't erase any part of my life cus it's my life. I'd love to, but it can't be done.

Someone put me in a trance and help me erase everything? lol

History's not set in stone but it's set in memories.

-May Bo-

♥ 11:25 PM

Lol. my 2nd bro is dating my sister-in-law's sister. (she's my sister-in-law as well but saying it straight off would sound weird.. my 2nd bro is dating my sister in law? wtf?)Weird thing happening haha. Don't see what's so wrong about it, but it's just weird haha.. My mom's all freaked out already even though he hasn't told my mom he's dating her lol. Cus he asked her on CNY what if he's dating her. Omg I totally cant imagine if my 2nd bro marries her. Like wtf, ppl will be looking at me (youngest sis of Chim family) and her youngest bro weirdly. I swear I'll smack/whack the first person who looks at me that way. WTF family marriage? Ew. He's not my types anyway (cus he speaks canto, I don't) Oh and he's short. Sorry I have a thing for tall guys, not some small dude.

I have 3 exams next week. Cool right?

I'm weird, I like it when ppl fuss over me and get all clingy but I don't like it when the clingyness goes on for too long. I dunno, guess I'm more of the "independent" kind? I don't mind the attention (I love attention) but not too much? Yea, I'm weird I've already established that. Shut up. I don't like it when ppl tell me what to do either.. Well not exactly tell, more like insinuate that something I do isn't nice/right. It's my life? If I screw it up, it's still my life. I really hate it when ppl try to define me/ tell me what to do/ tries to clip my freedom. I like my freedom and independence tyvm.

Did I say I have 3 exams? And I'm blogging.. woohoo.

I like spending my own money but I wouldn't mind if a guy likes to buy stuff for me and pays for dinner.. But pampering me too much is gonna count into the "clingy" factor? Am I weird? yea I am. "girls are creatures from another planet" Yea dude, even I don't understand myself. Lol

I need to study.. 3 exams.. Bleh

All that aside, I'm still happy when we're just chatting and having fun.

-May Bo-

♥ 10:48 PM

♥ 10:17 PM

Whats up bitches. xD

Nothing to blog about, I'm just in the mood to blog.

I dont get why some guys love to post vids/pics about sex or sexy girls on fb. Get a life man. Get a gf then. If u cant, (cus I know u are too ugly inside and outside) too bad? Go watch some porn and have some "self-pleasuring". We don't need to know how horny and perverted u are. It just puts people (esp girls) off.

There are 3 types of relationships.
1. you love him more than he loves you
2. he loves you more than you love him
3. mutual love (like equal percentage)
IMO the 3rd one is like near impossible? lol. Dunno la. Im just skeptical of the word "love" so I'd rather not dive headfirst into one. I've said so to him and he still says he's willing to try. Not bad, I like determination. Whenever he promises me something, I'll say the same thing, "sorry baby I don't wanna hear about promises, cus I know how they usually can't make it in the long run." Lol. Call me cold hearted, whatever, I'm just really afraid of getting hurt so yeap, nothing's gonna happen until he's here.

-May Bo-

♥ 9:47 PM

First I fell in love with Lee Dewyze, now it's Chris Medina. ( I still think Lee is hotter though)

Dunno if u guys have heard of Chris Medina.. He wanted to marry his fiancee but she got into an accident and she kinda got "retarded" I'm sorry I dont have a better woord to use. Instead of abandoning her when she became so, he stuck on and believed in miracles and stuck by her.. The lyrics in the song is exactly what he said on American Idol interview. So touching, I cried. You can totally feel his pain and how he 's waiting for her. such a sweet guy.. Too bad there's so few of them in this world.

Lol guys, stop asking me about who that "mysterious" guy is.. Nothing is happening or will happen until he gets here. Cus everytime I open my mouth, there's bound to be smth that happens and screws it up. And I'm really not gonna expect anything now you know? Just being glad I have someone who is willing to leave behind everything for me. But I'm quite sure u guys would like him much better. :) So yeah, don't ask cus I won't answer. And i get irritated when u keep asking for smth I'm not willing to share. If I wanna say it, I will.

-May Bo-

♥ 11:23 PM

bertrand russell: truth must have falsehood. all beliefs must have truth in them. truth is also reliant on other beliefs to outside things

i believe that I am awesome cus saying that im not awesome is FALSE
and saying that im awesome is dependent on me believing that i can come up with awesome examples for philo
since i beleve that i can come up with ULTRA COOL examples for philo, therefore the statement that i am awesome is true

-MayBo-

♥ 9:18 PM