Nth much bah.. Nowadays the 2 of us busy with exams, tests, blah u name it.. So, not much time to blog or talk to each other.. And then today can meet up study de, but ytd somebody say sleep at 1 but nvr, stayed up until so late, so today went home sleep.. Lol, nvm bah, health impt. Must take care even though exams stress and/or burn midnite oil. Seriously, too bad we stay so far from each other.. Considered far for Singapore contexts la, huh..

This morning woke up feeling like shit cuz downstairs dunno why got ppl singing karaoke and playing band early in e morening.. 9.30am to be exact.. zzz. I hate it when ppl interrupt my sleep. Esp since I kept waking up for no reason in e middle of the night.. Then after that no mood study so went stone abit, read book abit, den wanna nap but for some reason dun feel like napping. So, studied at ard 4 plus after my lunch cum dinner at home. Actually wanted to go out study de, but lazy step out of house lol.

I stil dunno how to tell my mom that I dun think I can make it for A's.. Today wanted to tell her.. In e end nvr tell.. Oh I haven tell my parents my A's chinese results lol.. It was given out before june hols lol.. I have 4 choices.. 1. Go poly 2. Go work, earn money study in foreign uni 3. Re-take A's 4. Score well enough get into uni straight. Choice no.1, another 3 years.. zzz? Choice 2, I dunno if parents will object to me working so early and, wasting of time? Choice 3, if I cant do well for my 1st try wad makes me think I can do it agn? Choice 4, can I do it, really? I dun think so.. See?? I have no where to go if I dun do well for A's haizz.. Pessimistic me..

~May Bo~


Aiyo I promise 2 meet u more often k?... and now u set a target for yourself.. Since now is only prelims, u have quite abit of time to aim for better results... I believe in you, and know u can do it.. Cannot give up now k? Think positive.. Thats what i realised.. Cos i used to have negative thinking, then all those bad stuff starts coming to me.. Now i keep thinking positive, i realised that less of those bad stuff comes up.. So u should try also.. ^^V Gambateh!!

~Ryan~

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