I realised that my life is getting even more boring than what it used to be... Since coming into poly, all that i have stressed on was assignments and tests... Wonder if it will change??.. And also realising that my dream cannot be met.. Feel like a failure.. I want to have something to work towards... I really want to have that feeling again.. To aim for something that i like and strive for the best... I need help >.< Oh and i finally decided to do something about my dumb phone... Im gonna save all the files onto my com and will try to upgrade the software.. Really hope it will work, since the current phone im using seems to be almost having the same problem.. Am i really that jinxed?... Hope things can turn out better soon... Im hoping for the best? =X JYJY to me bah... Somehow juz feeling like crying *sigh* Ok la depressing comments stops here... I shall try my best to block out sad stuff?.. Smiling is the best way now... =)
~Ryan~
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