Ai seh, the title so nice.. "Disillusioned" lol. Anyway, woke up not feeling good at all.. Cried before I went to bed, cried whn I wake up this morn (after checking my hp for any sms). I think I want that reply damn bad.. Cuz ytd I dreamt that I read e sms.. The dream like super real zz.. So disappointed that it's not real after all whn I woke up this morn..
I think last night was like e final straw.. This morn would be the finale.. lol like some epic movie.. I'm like speaking in riddles.. If today no sms from that certain someone, it's over le.. I'm tired.. Really tired.. Tired of wad? Waiting lor.. I think if it was someone else, that girl would've been sian long ago and left long ago.. Just goes to show how "hao" I am (in jo's words, lol). I hope u'll realize before the end of today how "hao" I am. (Like so self-absorbed lol.) deadline for sms, 12midnite of today.. I dun wan to have to tell u to "pls reply me", defeats e purpose, yes? Then I can tell myself to give up le.. At 12midnite I'll send the "hate mail" (if there's no sms) that I showed jo and maybe another letter..
P.S. I wish that there's a emot for "sad smile".
-May Bo-
♥ 9:17 AM