Like totally swollen.. T^T hate it. I have decided.. I'm not gonna end it, he's gonna end it, by not answering my smses/calls. Last nite smsed him like one SUPER long sms, 6 texts squeezed into 1 lol. Dunno if he receieved it, but ya I think that'll be my last sms. sort of juz told him how I felt waiting dere lol. Is it juz me who's suffering? lol. I'm tired of the tears, like no point cuz he nvr sees them/ feels them. Wanted him to prove my friends wrong, that he's not an asshole, but he's proving himself right? I dunno. These few days like no mood work or do anything. Spamming blog lol. Scared if I complain to someone verbally I'll just die from crying.. lol. i'm like so useless. It's enough to turn me lesbo lol. Yay, anyone wans to be my lesb partner? I think I'm e kind, if someone treats me like shit, I'll still love them, ya well, I'm an idiot too. I dun think I'll ever have e heart to del his contact and email and everything.. oh and erm I dunno wad to do wif his presents..
P.S: Someone intro to me a guy who's not an idiot? lol despo me haha.
-May Bo-
An idiot who's still hoping~
♥ 10:33 AM