Had a late night chat ytd with zhu on msn cuz din really feel like talking. For ur info, I dun like to talk in e morn and at nite, yes shuddup I have weird habits. Emo session much, but felt nice unloading bah, sorting out my feelings..

I feel lucky dat I dun have family probs, I love my fam, esp my mommy, HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY MOMMY! :D I dun have probs wif sch, juz trying to make frens.. It's making me tired, wished I could stay in my safety zone, like u noe, old friends, old places.. Seeing new faces, rmbing them's tiring, I'm getting antisocial? Haha, but I still make frens somehow, it's in my nature bah.. =x

Put it short, I dunno wth is wrong wif me, but I've been feeling out of sorts these few days. I'm hoping REAAAAALLY hard dat I'll stay in touch with Sumin, Brian, Shiwan and gang. Because I noe I'm e kind dat can and will move on, makes me sorta guilty I'll not stay "best" with my frens? o.o Ok I'm crapping, ignore me.

Nest part's gonna bore u all, juz wann pour out my thoughts, ignore e next paras if u wanna..

Ultimatum: Gf or Aust Uni. ( I dun dare go his hse liao, scared of e mom.)

Put it this way, I dun wanna stop u and ur dreams.

"sending u to aust wif a broken heart" is e least of ur worries bah? Put it this way, heart can mend de, u noe? Like plasters, scotchtape, superglue, etc, can stick it back tgt.. o.o Can heal de bah..

Time waits for no one, ur future is sorta "fixed" get wad I mean?

" I think u can get a better guy den me" Ya I think so too, but we're stuck with each other, face it. =x

"I wished we could go back to e past whr we were always happy". Uh, Life not lalaland bah, I dun regret wad I went thru wif u :). Anyway, there's always ups and downs in a relationship.. There's e honeymoon period whr u juz feel so in love and den there's e period whr u suddenly realise nt everything is so happy afterall. But those little happy moments here and dere make up for those nt so happy ones. I keep spam e word happy, cuz I have no other word to replace happy o.o.

Anyway, I think zhu grew up le.. Eversince I sorta told him he's childish, he's changed lol. Good bah.. And e old "anti-social" zhu nw become popular zhu le. I think cuz I say he smtimes too quiet. LOL, I dunno whether to say I feel important dat wadever I say, he can do, or to feel bad dat he nvr complained bout me before..

Smth Bobo came up with:

Love/Life's like a Donut. It's ohsoround and complete til u find out there's a missing piece in the middle of it all. Though a donut is incomplete, it still makes u feel sweet in e midst of all that went wrong. An incomplete dessert that makes u feel complete. :)

-May Bo-
It used to be just about me, now it's about us.