Went to Cameron Highlands after landing in KL. Fantastic weather, it's like air-con 24/7, everywhr. Cool right? there's tea and strawberry plantations on the mountains way up highhhh.. I prefer telling u guys in person bout it. :) I'm juz too lazy to describe the wonderful sights and sounds of the mountains.
Been thinking on e way dere, too much stone time basically. lol. To sw's pt abt not needing ppl to put her first, for me, I expect that my partner would put me at the top because I'd do so for him too. Dun need first la, but u noe, around the top. And I wouldn't agree that I'm too demanding, I think Ryan would agree too lol. I'm juz so patient sometimes it irritates me. Sometimes always putting someone BEFORE u when that person NEVER does is irritating. U'd would be if u were in my shoes. Just imagine someone who somehow always has the time for hanging with friends but not with you. Someone who stays so far away yet doesn't really wanna make the effort to meet up with u. Someone who somehow, gives u the idea that he nvr misses u, cuz he almost nvr makes the effort to meet up. Because I give my 100% in a relationship, I expect the same. I give as much as I take. I dun need a gem, dun need a perfect guy, but someone who cherishes me as much I as cherish him. It's fair, isn't it? I'm not picky. If u knew me enough, u'd have known that I'd chosen WAYYYYY beneath my expectations. Sometimes expectations just nvr came up whn u start a relationship cuz "love" whacks u in the face and juz leaves u to deal with it.
I found out that I'm quite a "grp-leader" kind of person lol. I lead ppl, I get things done and get irritated when things are not done. I might grow up and become like my eldest bro.. Someone with a "killing" aura in the office. lol. No seriously, I like things done and done fast and efficiently. When it doesn't and I'm in a place of power, I get scary. Like teaching Rachel and gang, I hate it whn they dun rmb wad I said for 3 times and I scold. It's not a very nice kind of scolding.
-May Bo-
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