Honoured? lol. Anyway, I'm over us le, so ya I can talk about stuff now.

Anyway, as usal, I was stalking ppl etc, saw his msn nick "I only have 1 % of happiness in my entire lifetime" or smth liddat. Anyways, i have comments bout that, I've always said this to him frm e begginning, happiness is how u want it to be, to be happy is to think happy even in difficult circumstances.
His life is a like a serial drama but hey, ppl in dramas are happy sometimes too!


What u have been searching for is smth too high beyond ur reach. Ur always searching for e impossible or things u noe u wun be able to get no matter hw hard u try, dats wad makes u unhappy. Take me for eg, I used to really want fashion design, like REALLY. But after much thought, I dun have dat much talent afterall to shine out. That made me unhapopy but hey I have a new goal now, to ace my Soci Major and/or get a Double Major in Pscyh and Soci with 1st class honours. Its is ur goals, attainable ones dat make u happy, unattainable ones dat make u want more. If u have too many of e latter, u'll always be unhappy. It applies in relationships also. E attainable ones gives u hope, give u the boost dat u need for e unattainable goals. If u nvr have that boost, ur nvr gonna b happy.


On family, though is family, family members need their private space too. So do you. Doesnt mean dat juz cuz family members have probs dat u shud solve it for dem. Cuz ultimately, it might nt be the outcome they really want deep dwn inside. Learn to arrange ur life properly, though it's hard.


Friends, close ones, are worth keeping, because to me, close friends are like a part of me. Friends, nt so close ones, dun worry so much if they cold shoulder u etc, because they're not worth it. The ones who care often dun say enough cuz listening to u is e best; the ones who dun really care dat much often have too many things to say cuz they're more impt than u. Learn to choose.


Pushing for the impossible in a relationship. Ur life is so messed up. Wad makes u think u can handle a gf or dat she can handle u? Handle ur exams well, u'll be partially happy cuz u finally acheived something. Handle ur personal life (friends and family) well, and u're >50% happy already!

When u've finally learnt to love yourself and to put urself 1st before others in some situations (nt all), den are u ready to committ to someone. Eeven then, ask urself, have I really done everything right?


Happiness is not smth u can make. Because happiness is a FEELING, it has to be felt within. It is hard to describe but to me, happiness doesn't come frm ur surrounding, it comes frm u and u alone. Because only u have the felxibility to change the negative to positive. Environment, situations dun change. If they change, they change because of YOU.


Lastly. though u're an asshole and u know it, learn to love ur asshole self. I'm harsh, but I make sense. Look for redeeming qualities within urself because if u dun love urself, nobody EVER will.

-May Bo-

♥ 11:46 PM