I watched this show on channel U or 8.. dunno la some chinese show that says that nowadays working adults prefer to put their career 1st ahead of finding their 另一半or soulmate (for chinese noob frens that I have zz).

I'd disagree leh.. In fact hor, I wouldn't mind finding that other piece of me while working. But abit hard I think cuz most companies disapprove of r/s within the company.. No? But den again.. U see each other in office every freaking single day in e office from 8-5. If u not sian of him, muz be got SOMETHING dere le right. ( $_$ ) rich boss in office? *stares and pouts* "Will euu be mineeeee?!" haha joking..

Sick of thinking of r/s zzz. Cuz when u want one. It NEVER appears(oops did I say 'it'? damn.. I muz stop looking at guys as objects.). When u kinda give up, POP GOES E WEASEL, comes someone/something. The other day, I was bored enuf to think, " Hey I should set up a 'dating club' in sch. I'm sure e applications for it will be OVERLOADED."

I'm sure u guys are starting to think I'm despo.. I'm not.. I just NEVER did like being alone. I guess it's like a leftover kinda fear from sec sch days. My lower sec sch days weren't memorable. At all. While ppl were having fun, I was deliberating switching schools and trying to escape some idiots PLUS coming up with lies to escape the damn sch psychologist . I'm not a psycho, bitch. Neither am I suicidal. Luckily I got over those stuff.. I think it's a miracle I'm like what I am now actually.. That I'm not a mousy, weird, oddball, nerd, freak, aiya think of all e bad words.. They fit inside there. Some stuff I've never even told my closest of frens, I told that u noe.. "X" (I refuse to call him asshole, cuz i promised u guys i'm OVER the anger thing.) Hopes he forgot wad I told him though cuz no point remembering someone so insignificant in ur life that u juz threw her away like dat. ER ok. stop. back track. I'm OVER this thing *chants*. (psst it's a mantra now) Hope he forget also cuz I kinda wanna take those stuff to my erm "grave" CHOY la.

Lesson learnt when I think back: Never to tell ppl stuff u dun really want to tell, cuz they can be used against u. Secrets should remain secrets. They are not meant to be told in what/whichever circumstances.

-May Bo-

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