Sometimes things happen for a reason, and when they do, you wonder if it was fate. If it was, would you succumb to fate, cuz "it was meant to be?" or do you fight back and say "no, I want another ending."

People move on for a reason but sometimes you wonder if not moving on would be better. I'm sounding cryptic today woohoo. I can feel a rant coming but not sure what to rant about. ok.. I feel like being a good girl today, I shall tell you guys about something I kinda lied about.

It's about him, u noe, that asshole who I used to rant about. Anyway when we were "together" my bro kaypo and ask me "he from ur JC?".
Me: no
bro: ur sec sch?
me: no.
bro: o.O dun tell me u met him in that game u always play
me: no.
bro: den where?
me:tsk go away dun kaypo
Actually ya, I met him in game. Stupid but yeah. I duno why I kind of attached a stigma to people who met their bf/gf online. It's kind of an involuntary thing I guess? When my frens asked me the same question I juz said "somewhere" lol. sorry guys. People always assume that online relationships are stupid. I used to think so too. I think my frens still think so, which is why I avoided telling them. Kind of dread the "HUH?! wad?!" and the "that's lame/stupid" and the worse "I told you so".

I mean what's wrong with one?! Since it's kinda faceless, people treat u as who u are, not who u look like. I really hate it when people judge my looks. So what if I'm ugly/pretty/short/tall/fat/skinny?! I'm not ur barbie-doll standards and I sure as hell do NOT want to be one. And the people who undergo major plastic surgery juz to look prettier? zzz for u also. And we get to meet people whom you wouldn't even talk to on the streets. I see people who had good,lasting relationships which developed from online also mah.. Is it that bad/wrong? I mean yeah mine was a mistake, but I still don't think we shud condemn "the online".

-May Bo-

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