Lol. I've finally done it. Deleted everything of him. Haha false hope? Wasn't u giving me false hope. More like me convincing myself dat things will be ok. Friends? No thnx. I don't want to rmb how stupidly I cried. Lol why oh why am I so dumb.
I just cannot stand by watching him do stuff for someone else when he's never ever done it for me lol. Grats for losing a good friend and someone who understands u. Grats for losing the someone whom u talk to whenever u have probs. Grats for getting ur new gf.
Feel the pain in this post? This is for the stupid me who decided I have a heart. It's ok. I'm a cold bitch now :) totally cured of 'having a heart' disease. Wait. Wad heart.
Thanks for being a good friend? Lol. A One sided friend. Wow this is enough le ms chim pls stop this fucking nonsense. Fuck this lol. "you should go out and meet more ppl" lol. If the ppl I meet make me feel like this then no thnx.
I haven start shooting ppl yet. When I shoot it will be painful. But it's ok I'm feeling rather benevolent.
Thanks for never knowing wad u could have had. Cuz I definitely deserve better crap than this. Do I hope he's happy? No. Cuz at least I'm honest to myself.
-may bo-
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